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2010-09-22T15:33:00.011+08:00

I was trying to find a word document where i stumbled upon an essay i wrote for English lesson back in sec 4.

I realised how irritatingly lengthy my sentence structures have been through Secondary and JC. Netherless, i really like the plot of this story i wrote. Doubt i can come up with this twist again. Haha. So, here it is. For your pleasure :) And, please do not laugh!

*Minimal changes made in the process of copying and pasting here (Although i really feel like snipping some parts of it. ) Story not meant to depict anyone or anything in reality.*

This story is an original product from Sheena.

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Title: I shall always remember last valentine.

I shall always remember my last valentines' day, where, on the same day I could feel so blessed and yet so tormented. I would never have expected that day to turn out this way.

My boyfriend, Sam and I were having our fifth valentines' day together. We, like many other couples celebrated at a restaurant with candle-light dinner, roses and music which found its own way to fit romantically. I would say that if I am compared to the other girls, I was fortunate. Sam was the perfect guy many girls dreamt to have. Being at the young age of only twenty-eight years old, he was dashing and the heir to his father's international company which he had helped expand to five different countries. Having a millionaire father but yet not a bit spoilt or arrogant by the fact he was rich, showed his humble character.

So, last Valentine’s began with us going separately to my favourite restaurant, which was on the sixtieth level of the building. Having the magnificent view of the city from above, the restaurant which was often fully booked was not only well-known for its mouth-watering deserts but also its lovely ambience. However, to my surprise, the restaurant which was normally buzzing with people was entirely empty except for Sam who was already seated down on a chair, with a cheeky grin spreading across his face and some waitresses just standing around. Settling down in my seat with my clutch in one hand, I was greeted with flowers from eleven beautifully dressed young girls. I was so touched, touched by the fact that Sam had booked this entire restaurant as early as in last May and even personally decorated it himself.

I had a magical time, feeling like Cinderella with her Prince Charming. I knew the menu for today was specially prepared by the cook for this extraordinary day. They were completely different from the normal menu, especially for the desert which was changed to warm chocolate with banana on chocolate fudge cake. Enjoying my favourite course of all, Sam looked at me with much anticipation which left me extremely suspicious.

Suddenly and to my surprise, I bit into something hard and round. Shocked by what I had bitten, I took it out without any idea of the upcoming proposal. The very next instant was the best moments of my life as Sam kneeled down to ask for my hand in marriage. Tears of warm, sweet feelings ran down my pinkish cheek while I speechlessly nodded my head in agreement, with classical music accompanying the magnificent mood. In that instant, I felt that I was the luckiest woman on earth.

Time passed as fast as an aeroplane flew and it was time to go home. However, an impending disaster awaited us. At the struck of eleven o'clock, the fate of my life turned around. Strong lights headed towards us as the car swung towards the left and skidded on the damp road before crashing into a lamp post. Everything blurred after that. Being half conscious, I overheard the news which crashed my world. In a deep, solemn voice, I heard a man saying, "He's dead. Time of death is twenty-three hours… Seventeen minutes and fifty-one seconds. How’s the girl? Is she alright?” Instantaneously I felt strong hands lifting my body up before falling into complete darkness.

Worried voices could be heard as the shadow of light shone through my eyes. I opened my eyes and immediate exclamations of “She’s awake! She’s awake!” were the only things I could make out of all the excitements.

Faces crowded around me. I hoped for the best, trying to find the face which last left my eyes before the accident, but Sam was nowhere to be seen. A commotion started and everyone started asking me simultaneously whether I felt alright. Tears flowed uncontrollably and I knew that very instant, I would never see Sam alive again. Emotions came overwhelming me as scenes just before the crash replayed in my mind like a non-stop video. But before I could think of anything else, my world became pitch black again.

Everyone did not talk about Sam or anything related to him for a long time as much as they could, I could tell from all the nudging the moment something related to him was conversed. Perhaps these were what made me sank even deeper into my thoughts as all that were in my mind were only scenes from that night, automatically replaying like a spoilt video. My heart felt heavy as if there were rocks weighing it down to the ground. I knew clearly that Sam had swayed the car towards the left to protect me from the lamp post and the upcoming vehicle which was out of control. No one, including Sam’s family had blamed me for what happened. Instead, they looked after me like I was a part of the family but the guilt in me was eating me up.

“It’s entirely my fault!” the thought overtook my mind though I knew that my life was finished if I continued to let it conquer me.

It felt like the end of the world. The will to live was gone. All day, I would just lie and hide under my blanket running away from reality. I felt so lost and crestfallen that each time I moved a part of me, it was like I had to use all my strength to weight-lift fifty kilograms. Everything seemed to whiz past me. Everything lost its colour and looked the same. All the food that went into my mouth tasted bland and even my all-time favourite hamburger tasted like white rice. All this time, I never spoke a word.

The struggle to stand up again lost to my conscience and the loss of Sam. I gave up on myself and never went for work. All day, I would silently stare at the photos of us, weeping at it as memories flooded back into my mind. Though I was taken for counselling sessions every week, I never did open my doors to the psychologist. For months, this was all part of my life. I never expected to be able to stand up again.

I stepped into my house again and the emptiness and quietness was deafening. Right then, Sam appeared in front of me. A sense of excitement and bewilderment rushed to me. I just could not believe my eyes. I was so confused by the fact that I could see him again but he seemed so real that he frightened me. The thoughts of me hallucinating him went through me. I stood there still, terrified that if I were to run up to him and hug him, he would disappear into thin air at once. His eyes winced a little as they inspected me and an indescribable agony was all that I could notice in his expression.

Tears collected and found its way down to my chin again. The thought of him standing in front of me was driving me insane and the conflict in my mind of whether to believe that he was standing right there began to build up. The debate inside me seemed to trust that he was merely an illusion but secretly in one corner, my heart hoped otherwise.

It seems hours that we stood there looking at each other into the eyes trying to determine if what we saw was real, but I finally convinced myself to face reality. So, I turned my back with all my might and walked towards the bar counter. There, in the mirror, I saw a reflection, a reflection of an unfamiliar lady staring back at me. With unkempt hair, face so pale and looking so frail, I could not believe that the girl was me. The once so confident and cheerful face was gone. A tear of pity for myself dropped on my feet and I looked at it fall gradually. Trying to catch it but to no avail, I then compared it to myself for the past few months. Everyone tried to catch me from falling but I simply shut them off. I knew then, I had faced reality and in my heart, I had stood up again. A weak smile found its way on my face again, a smile of happiness because I had just won the battle of getting my will power back.

Instantly, a familiar voice rang in my head. Sam hugged me and held me tight from behind. “I was in coma fighting to see you again. I miss you so much.” he whispered excruciatingly into my ears. Then subconsciously, I came to a realisation that maybe the bright light I saw when my eyes fought hard to open was the lights of the hospital instead of the tall street lamps, as I was moved onto the emergency bed next to the late up-coming vehicle’s driver. My mind raced, questioning all that i had believed in the past few months. Almost immediately, my heart skipped a beat.

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2010-09-03T14:10:00.002+08:00

I AM BACK~!

Back with a sausage-d Right leg, a bloody big IV drip hole on my left hand and 2 big screws that were extracted from my right leg. Honestly, i did not expect the screws to be THIS BIG! It's the kind i expected to be drilled into the walls rather than into legs. For those of you interested to see the screws, text me and I'll show them to you the next time i see you. Maybe i might post the photo of the screws online. I'll see how it goes. I wonder if the doc would be returning the remaining rods and screws next year when i have my third op to remove the remaining few.. I think i rather not see the size of the rod actually..

Other than the screws which i got for souvenirs, i got like another 4 rows of paracetamols (painkillers) to add to my earlier collection. At the rate I'm getting them after each op, I'm guessing it should be enough to last me a lifetime.

Any O how, I managed to get a room to myself this time, though it wasn't big. Mom described it as a toilet but with a bed in it instead. Haha! I had not much of an issue with it though. After all, it was only a night at most. Plus, i had my own TV, locker and attached toilet. The only thing i would pick on would be that it was really distracting to have everyone noisily walking past your room. (The room was situated right in the middle of the walkway) It was almost impossible to sleep deeply with the door left open. I did not even stay a night at the hospital this time though. Had the op from about 10am to 11am. Stayed in the recovery center for about an hour (it was supposed to be only half an hour but for some reason, my heart beat went little too fast at 144 on the monitor. So they had to wait till it calmed down to 100 before sending me back. The nurse was like "Calm down!" but it wasn't as though i could control it anyways. It felt extremely cold.) before i was wheeled back to the day surgery ward.

There was another Sheena in the ward too! It was a funny incident because i was on the phone with Yi Ting then and this doc came strolling in like he knew me, asking how i was feeling. FYI, I haven't met him before. So i thought he was a ward doctor checking up on me. Then, he froze in his tracks at the curtains for quite a while, looking at me with a bewildered face and slowly backed out before i heard a nurse telling him Sheena Toh was at bed forty plus. HAHA.

And, I realised that the one thing i really detest about going for an op would be the ride to the operating theater. Reason why i use ride is because i was wheeled in on a bed. Somehow, it manages to induce a kind of fear of death. It almost feels like you're going to be wheeled to your death. =/ Okay, two things which i absolutely detest actually.. The first being above and the second being the aftermath of the general anesthesia. The nausea, puking, lightheaded-ness. It stays with you up till a day! So i practically only survived on 2 pieces of plain crackers and a up of Milo because everything else that went in on Wednesday, found its way back out again. Initially i spent the whole afternoon waiting for the nausea feeling to go away after puking out the little bit of water and Milo i unsuccessfully drank a few hours after going back to the ward. Finally, when i managed to eat the 2 pieces of plain biscuits and Milo at 5pm without it coming back up, i thought the worst was over. My body just had to prove me wrong by making me puke my dinner and everything after that back up. So yeah. i lived on the 2 pieces of biscuits and cup of Milo for more than 34 hours. I never felt more jelly-like the morning after. I could totally feel my energy level running at an alarmingly dangerous level, even moving a finger felt so strenuous! I must say, I've never seen my tummy so flat in months! (The last time being April)

Oh wells! Eating never felt better. Food always tastes extremely delicious after you have been denied of it for a while. =D

2010-08-14T03:38:00.002+08:00

I just suddenly have the urge to post. Because I'm so proud of my achievement!

FINALLY GOT THE AUDIO ISSUE WITH MY NEWLY REFORMATTED COM SETTLED! =D

That's like a big achievement for someone like me. I'm practically no good with all the computer stuff. So yeah, there! XD Though i think i merely got lucky this time. It started off with whining to my brother for help which led to him advising me to check dell.com.sg! Smart him. Fumble my way around before finally and randomly finding out the service tag number at the CPU. (i was getting fustrated about not finding the number so i randomly opened the thumbdrive cover and found it unintentionally) Finally, with the smart dell website, they helped to narrow it down to 3 downloads for the sound card driver. My brother did not have any idea which out of the 3 would be the correct one to download so he told me to just download the first one. I downloaded and saved in a program file folder only to find out it cannot be read in it. Re-downloaded so many times but ended up giving up at the end of them.

So, i was complaining to my brother again about the sound problem having downloading problem. Smart him suggested me to check what can open the program but i decided to giv e it one last shot! So, there. i decided to put it on the desktop so that i can delete it easily in case it decides not to cooperate with me again. And, viola! Apparently, it works when you save it on desktop. For some miraculous reasons! (Not interested to find out why though) Totally got lucky with it. Now, my sound finally works! =D =D

Listening to the rose by westlife. :) love filled song. :)

2010-07-30T19:00:00.003+08:00

WARNING: Includes spoilers of Breaking Dawn

I'm appalled now. Like seriously?!?!!?! Can't there be another ending to this?!

I've been itching the entire day to find out what would drive the story further in Breaking Dawn after reading the last part of Eclipse. Heh. I literally spent the past 3-4 days reading New Moon and Eclipse! I probably like Eclipse the most since I'm a team Jacob member now! Hahaha!

Sighs. I mean sure, I don't need Bella to end up with Jacob (Especially since i was told by someone that Bella would marry Edward and get pregnant even before reading the Twilight series) Of course, that would be the ideal ending if you ask me! But oh my goodness, why can't Stephenie Meyer let Jacob imprint on someone else? Why does it have to be Renesmee?! It sounds so.. WRONG! Like, loving the mom and then realising that she's actually going to be your mother-in-law after that. Gosh.

I was banking on like someone really cool, really pretty, really warm and sunny too to be imprinted by Jacob. Talk about an unexpected ending! Sure, i guess it definitely hit unexpected! Not mentioning outrageous! I should have already expected when Jacob was telling Bella about Embry imprinting on a two year old in Eclipse but seriously?! :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

Like... ... ... ?!?!?!!?!

Still, I guess i would still read the Breaking Dawn... I would want to know what is going to happen exactly.

This sucks! :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

Or I can just hope they give a reasonable enough explanation for that imprinting in the book! argh!

And I cannot whine to YiTing about it now because she's at camp! I wasn't even aware of that! :(

2010-07-23T15:52:00.002+08:00

It's been a while since I've blogged! Heh.

I tend to have this tendency of either blogging or writing entries in my diary. If i cater to one, i neglect the other. Since it's kind of, almost serving the same purpose... Oh wells! I'm just find it a hassle to update both everyday. I like to be discipline and fill up my daily entries so i guess i tend to neglect my blog every once in a while. XD

Anyways, I did baking yesterday! Spiritual baking session. I love baking! I'm the typical baking enthusiast who loves to read as well these days! But, of course, being a rookie i am at baking things from scratch. It's not exactly the perfect cookies YET! Sure, it does not come out as spot on wonderful tasting as it used to be when i used a cookie instant mix last time. But! I am sure that will soon change! Just got to find those perfect recipes to try! The recipe i tried this time turned out to churn out cookies that aren't exactly friendly to the taste buds! So, YiTing and I had to improvise from the disastrous mix and trust our (mine rather, with a little research on the Internet) gut instinct. So, yeah... There. At least it's friendlier. I initially wanted a chewier cookie but ended up turning back to crispier cookie lane as it was more popular with our guinea pigs(family XD)

And an update on my recent doctor's review! It has improved compared to the last xray. But, I'm still stuck at home! Not given the green light to put full weight bearing yet! I'm getting angst about it now. It's been 3 months! But i know, i know.. It takes time... Especially since it's the femur bone. Usually it takes half a year in a case of a fracture! So who am i kidding, I'm not bionic woman who has supernatural growth speed! Still, i'm really praying and keeping my fingers crossed that it'll be well healed so that i can move around by the time school starts. I'm not quite optimistic but i'm really praying for a miracle so badly right now.

Oh wells, patience is a virtue! (But i rather not have that virtue if i have to wait a thousand years and it better get along with the healing already!)

2010-07-03T15:37:00.002+08:00

I was totally cracked up by what my brother said while trying to fix a door in the house.

Dad: The back of the door is falling out.
Bro: No, the whole house is falling out. (or more accurately, falling apart)
Me: HAHAHAHA!

It's great having a guy in the house to help with the mechinical aspects, carrying of heavy objects and eliminating of INSECTS! XD My brother's taking over the masculine tasks of the house from my dad. Thank goodness there's a successor for that! =D

*as the hammering continues*
Me: Hey! DON'T HAMMER TOO MUCH! Later the door drop out!

2010-06-19T20:33:00.003+08:00

Gahs.. I was writing but lost my inspiration after feeling so tired and deciding to switch on the television! -.-

My longest phone call record was broken yesterday.

3 hours 53mins.

It would have probably cross the 4 hours mark if it weren't for my phone battery flashing a battery empty signal! Gosh, I don't even know how come it was that long.. haha!

2010-06-19T00:21:00.002+08:00

Yi Ting: Can i box you?
Me: I would prefer that with a ribbon.. :)

HAHAHA! i just love that reply and had to blog that! XD Mans, I can get really creative sometimes!

Looking at how you blogged last time can make you squint! Goodness gracious. Yi Ting and I were looking at the posts we used to type when we were secondary one. And, mans, the language that was coming out send chills down the spine!

2010-06-12T17:48:00.002+08:00

It's hard to snap back to reality after watching the chornicles of narnia: prince caspian!
I want magic in my world too! :(

Found out that chornicles of narnia:voyage of the dawn treader is coming out this december! The only thing is that Peter (William Moseley) and Susan (Anna Popplewell) will not be involved in it since they have supposedly learnt all they need as shown in the Prince Caspian movie. Maybe some cameo appearances here and there.. Gahs. Any o how, i was so shocked to see that Skandar Keynes who plays Edmund in the chornicles of narnia is nineteen too! I always had the notion he is younger.. Heh. oh wells.. I might want to read the book series even though it's a children's series after all! =/ In fact, there are loads of book i want to read right now! wahaha! Not sure when that list will be read finish!

2010-06-09T00:15:00.002+08:00

I just drown a bottle of coffee flavoured milk.
It tasted great!
Except, my stomach don't feel that great now.. :S
I'm secretly praying it doesn't cost me a migraine now..

Worries: Cost for drinking something you've been warned not to
Oh wells! It's already in, so.. hehehe!

I think my prayers for muffins were answered! (Technically, they would be answered anyways because YiTing was supposed to buy them for me from fanous amos. But the muffins came before she even reached my house. So, i didn't get the ones from famous amos.)

Yupps! A box of muffins was delivered to my house today! Bloody person keep pressing the doorbell for a full 2 minutes. Deafening! If it ain't for the muffins, i would love to murder that person! Anyways, i was so pleasantly surprised see the muffins! When i asked my new maid how come there was muffins, she told me she doesn't know and that she just signed to acknowledge the delivery.. haha! boy boy boy!
I started wondering which secret admirer actually had telepathy with me last night to find out that i was craving for cupcakes and sent them over. Then, I opened the envelope that came with it; excited to find out why there was muffins delivered to my house!
Ahs, no secret admirer of mine.. gahs. haha! Just a wholesaler sending complimentary muffins to houses to let potential customers try. Oh wells, no secret admirer but at least, my craving's satisfied on the house! =D Still just as happy! Of course, i was like "uh huh. is it safe? after all, we have been taught not to accept food from strangers!". But i doubt anyone would want to poison me since i'm nice and i won't bite! So i just ate it anyways! =P No one would be that dumb to send their company's name anyways!

2010-06-03T22:28:00.002+08:00

Things a girl wishes her better half knew,

When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.
When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.
When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.
When she is mad and walks away from you, follow her.
When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.
When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.
When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.
When she ignores you, give her your attention.
When she pulls away, pull her back.
When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.
When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.
When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
When she’s scared, protect her.
When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.
When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.
When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.
When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.
Stay on the phone with her, even if she’s not saying anything.
Don’t let her have the last word.
Say you love her more than she could ever love you.
Argue that she is the best girl ever.
When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.
When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it. Talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later, she’ll still remember.
Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.
Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.
Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.
Don’t ignore her, when she’s out with you and your friends.
Stay up all night with her, when she’s sick.
Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show, even if you think it’s stupid.
Let her into your world.
Let her wear your clothes.
Let her know she’s important.
Kiss her in the pouring rain.
When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is, “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?
After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.

Aww.. I think the second last point is funnily cute! Stole the above from a friend's blog when i was blog hopping! It's so.. "awww.. i wish my boyfriend would know this in future too!"

2010-06-02T01:34:00.004+08:00

Just finish reading another book that i bought from Harris today!
Awesome book!
And to think that i actually bought it without knowing it was a self-help novel.
Blessing in disguise, i must say.
Because it took me less than 1 full day to read but i believe the values behind it, will last me a lifetime.
Inspiring.
It's called "The traveller's gift".

I thought it was ingenius of the author (Andy Andrews) to weave self-help values into a story. The values were explained and reinforced by examples. Yet, it certainly was not preachy and definitely very gripping. I simply could not resist flipping through the next few pages each time, to find out which famous person the main lead (David Ponder) was going to meet next at the start of each destination.

I come to realise i learnt the most life lessons from drama serials, movies, books, stories about successful people and from the lives of those around me. When friends come to me, i put myself in their shoes. What would the best thing to do be.. Maybe it's good because when one's not in the situation, he/she will able to see things more objectively.. I learn as i advise, or like i would rather call it: give my two-cents worth. Of course, it's probably not really full-proof advice but rather to put the situation in perspective for the person. To show options.. And i slowly discover that when i do this, it's almost as though i had been in that situation then. Lessons are taken away and life values are formed upon reflection on them. Still, i do feel sometimes that these are still in fragments. Sometimes, shaky and uncertain of the real meaning behind those lessons. Once in a while though, i can also be deeply amazed by the extent i managed to take away. These values, which i stand by, are based on lessons from others' lives. The very values that i might tell someone else who maybe in a similar situation sometime down the road.
And then, there are also the times when i secrety wish for some sort of guidance and advice in life.. Once in a while, you just hope that there's this someone to push you gently from the back and guide you. Very rarely, you find that someone whom you can exchange comfortably with about life and values without already being in a difficult situation. Not that i haven't met anyone like that. I have, just that they dont usually stay in my life for long to advise much.

Well, at least, these values from the book will be here to stay for a long part of my life..

Among these 7 values, there are the few which i had previously gotten to know of but never got to consolidate. And there are the others which are new to me but i can still agree and relate to. Netherless, i believe all 7 have found important standing in my set of life values now.

They are within everyone's grasp but yet, not everyone reaches out to hold onto them. These 7 decisions. So simple to understand yet so challenging, at the same time. The people who embraces these values will achieve great in life. They will reach their goals and show, by example, to others how to reach theirs too.

I certainly hope i will become one who can fully embrace these values into life and practise them. (:

2010-05-30T00:11:00.006+08:00

Oh god. I'm in love.
Pathetically in love.
With a character from a novel.
I think i'm insane.

For once, a guy so perfect and not gay. HAHA.
Jack Harper.
Sensitive. Humourous. Sweet. Thoughtful. Romantic. Dashing. Rich yet down-to-earth.
I told YiTing, "Sadly, this species is an endangered one."
And she tells me, "Let's visit the Amazon Forest! Maybe they're all in there, hidden from the world." Haha! oh gosh. this is why i love this friend of mine! Only she will go insane with me and sprout the wackiest ideas when i'm clearly momentarily out of my mind!

I have been so engrossed in the book, i literally immersed myself into it the entire day!
The fastest pace in reading a book, i believe.
Took less than half a day to complete reading the book.
I read it everywhere i went.
During dinner at the table. On the bed. Whilst doing my NUS appeal, in front of the laptop..
Probably only lacking while bathing..

Of course, how can i not mention the book's name!
The book is called "Can you keep a secret?".

It's hilarious romance novel.
And the catch is that I have a thing for both novels which have great humour and romance novels.
Put the both together, it's a match made in heaven!
And i don't even mind that the storyline is kind of cheesy.
I love cheesy romance stories anyways.
Perhaps just not too cheesy..

2010-05-28T21:43:00.014+08:00

I'm over the moon right now. =D
elated. joyous. euphoric. delighted. estatic. jubilant.

Looking at what i'm happy about, i think i maybe too easily satisfied mans.
haha! but oh wells! i shall show you the reason for this sudden burst of happiness. =D

I was moaning to YiTing over the phone about wanting to go out and eat just now.
High-tea buffet, cakes, good food etc etc etc.
(And i still want, just that i'm temporarily satisfied with whatever i have now!)
Then, viola! My mom comes home from Takashimaya with a whole bag of japanese goodies!
=D =D =D

I was so pleasantly surprised! (because of the timing!)

japanese fruit jellies! (that don't cost cheap)

i thought the box packaging is very pretty though (:

Even prettier cookies' packaging! =D

these brown rice rings actually taste much nicer than it looks. trust me!

Best of all, it tastes good!

Mocha cake! Just in time for my cake cravings! =D

(I haven't tried this yet but it definitely smells good)

i just thought i would be doing this injustice if i don't advertise this childhood tibit of mine!

2010-05-26T22:29:00.004+08:00

it's funny how i have more than 200 contacts on my msn list but i talk to less than 5 most of the time.. oh wells. just a random thought that popped into my head.

Suddenly reminded of how i got to know a friend's friend and the funny situation we put ourselves into then.. The two of us were walking past each other at a staircase in JJ with our friends during PAE. Suddenly, we just stopped. We recognised each other. Yet, we just could not recall how we met since we were never in the same schools. Smart old us stood there cracking our head over how we knew each other. Hilarious! We literally stood midway, sprouting out possible ways of how we knew each other. Of course, we finally recalled that we met at a friend's housewarming before scurrying to our respective venues. Haha. Never encountered such a moment. Fond memories put smiles on your face. :)

my sis gave me the you-should-reconsider-your-options first after hearing that I'm most likely going to retake. And i started scrambling to research once more despite already going through everything the last time. At least, something good came out of the research. I found new info and decided on where i want to do my masters! Most probably i would take the NUS-UM joint master degree for clincal psychology. Now i'm sure i definitely want to do this because firstly, there's University Of Melbourne in which makes it more internationally recognised. (and if in any case of need, i can practise psycho in Australia) Secondly, the clinic placements are in Singapore. Thus, it would open job opportunities in Singapore for me after my masters. At least now i can work my options backward. Going to check if NUS-UM recognise James Cook Psychology Bachelor degree first though. If they do, i'm checking myself into the oct intake. It's a three years course inclusive of honour year, one year shorter than the normal 4 year course in local uni without much compromise in its modules. (i compared) But if they dont, it's back to retaking. Because now, i'm so sure i want to get the joint master! Unless i'm going for the 3 years doctorate at JCU immediately after the bachelor. haha. Oh wells, focus on which bachelor i'm going to first. Gahs, if only i knew a practising psychologist. Then i would be able to bombard my questions.

Adding songs to this blog! =D All my favourites:)

2010-05-25T16:28:00.001+08:00

Got through mixpod! =D

2010-05-25T15:57:00.004+08:00

damn it. -.- why can't you bloody focus.
this is getting awfully fustrating. gah.
all this sleeping so much and letting time be whizzed away ought to stop!

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mixpod is down. no nice music to listen to while attempting very hard to study. :( so i guess i'm currently just stuck with those in the laptop.
i should get back to the books..

and talking about books, i just finished reading "The Understudy" last night. It's not a fairytale ending oh-so-great kind of book. But i like its sense of sarcasm which is vividly present in the language. Hilariously sarcastic. And undeniably, the realism portrayed in the book is good. It's induces a slap-in-the-face-wake-up-call of "mans, if you do not get your bloody head in the game now, your life is probably going to head towards this direction as well." Yeah, probably not for those with confidence deficient issue. But if you need a reality check, this is the book to read. I'm still comptemplating on whether to continue my Austen books spiritual chase. Yes, i have not touched Sense&Sensibility till now because the library due date was up. I had decided against even starting the book since i know that i would not be able to finish it by the due date. I shall not be too ambitious and borrow too many at a go the next time. However, in the mean time, i shall first complete the books i bought at Harris! Dad complimented an improvement in my lousy writing! So, i'm pretty satisfied! Hope this will keep going man. At least, i'm finally getting somewhere..

2010-05-21T21:10:00.006+08:00

Today,

I became very excited over a future i had envisioned.

Today,

I cannot wait for 10 years to come quickly so i can be living in that vision.

Today,

I really hope 2012 will not be the end of the world because i want to live till grey hair turns white.

Today, i become hopeful.

And i hope this hope will last me through challenges and whatever comes. (:

Clinic by thirty. Wedding business by forty. (: (:

Be empowered with strength and break down the barriers.

2010-05-19T14:46:00.002+08:00

Floaty effects from a migraine attack last night.
An injured throat from that terrible puking session last night.
Queasy stomach.
Letter of rejection from my last glimpse of hope.
Inability to focus on anything today.
Can things get any worse?
Yeah, not being able to find anyone to talk to now.
my life is pathetic.

read an email from colorgenic today. Interesting topic. How apt and timely for today.. "Being moody is contagious". But today, i'm not going to care about anything. I just need an outlet.

Even a hot cup of ginseng tea wrongly brewed is a comfort now. (i asked for a cup of hot ginger tea but i'm not blaming my maid because i doubt she knew that there 2 different bottles)

2010-05-19T11:12:00.003+08:00

Life is not a fairytale.

2010-05-17T15:47:00.005+08:00

joy! i just learnt that raisins are actually good for health after disposing a tissue full of them. I always had the notion that raisins are very high in sugar content (which is true) and hence, should be unhealthy. Well, yeah, i was wrong. It's actually quite beneficial as it help to increase a type of hormone called leptin which controls hungers. Plus, it increases the antioxidant level which decrease heart inflammation. HOWEVER, due to its high sugar content (20g of sugar in a 100calorie box of raisin), it is advisable only to have one 100 calorie box of raisin a day. Been trying to eat healthy by eating fruits in the afternoon and substituting tibits with either cornflakes or wholegrain cereal(I recommend NESTLÉ® Fitnesse & Fruit! i do not eat the dried fruits in it except for the dried apple and raisins because i find the others too sweet. Otherwise, it taste great! Probably because of the bit of sugar on its surface) to munch on. This is especially since i do not really move around much these days.. But, of course i still have my indulgences (like chip mores cookies!) from time to time too! Food, how can we not enjoy a little indulgence once in a short while. (note that it's not once in a long while. lol. yeah, i know. i'm a glutton! that's why i have a bloody tummy unlike last time. -.-) Judging from the 2 boxes (which amounts to 550g) of cereals and cornflakes i eat, you can already see how much i like to munch. Imagine if these are all potato chips and cheeseballs.. o.o i'm moaning over the slowing down of metabolism. I used to snack on junkies all day when i was young and i was still often underweight then. gahs.

In the meantime, I'M DEEPLY APOLOGETIC TOWARDS MY DEAREST RAISINS for throwing you away! Please forgive me! I have been misunderstanding your presence but worry no more! From now on, i shall appreciate you more and start eating you up! XD

2010-05-17T02:45:00.003+08:00

great, i think my supposedly food poisoning came late by a few days because i just had diarrhea. And it has been long since i am still awake at this time.

It's 2.45am in the morning and raining heavily. Supposedly the best weather to sleep right? Supposedly.. But i'm still awake. For what reasons, i am not too sure myself.. Blogging i guess. Anyways, i actually miss this pouring sound of the downpour in the quietness. I used to hear this during my secondary school days when i wake up at 4am to rush my homework. It's so peaceful and good for thinking. However, I like the feeling of the water washing down even more. It's almost as though the water can wash away all the troubles and unhappiness. Purifying for the soul. It's been long since i've played in the rain though. i still dearly remember once, when i was about ten year old, i played in the back yard of my house with my maid in the heavy rain. No one was home except the two of us and me already semi-wet in my school uniform from walking in, decided to be like the characters in movies playing in the rain. Mans, was it fun! Walking into the house again cold and drippy was then a whole different issue. But yeah, i definitely enjoyed playing in the rain that afternoon. I really miss my maids who took care of me when i was young. All those childhood memories. I was really close to them last time, they were like a best friend to me. All that playing dress-up, learning malay and cooking together really makes me want to just turn back time for the moment. When things hadn't turned so complicated yet. Everything appeared simpler. My vision of the future had paused at JC stage and had gone no further.. But i like it.

2010-05-15T16:53:00.002+08:00

2010-05-15T15:30:00.003+08:00

SOMEONE, SOMEONE whom i shall not specify, claims i do not write enough about my life here. -.- i'm letting others know more abbout me even if i'm posting about the pisces women and my personality test results okay!

Any o how, yesterday was enjoyable. HP and Yi Ting came to my house. Had a MASSIVE (i'm not exagerating about the magnitude. when i say MASSIVE, i really do meant MASSIVE!) lunch yesterday. CK was supposed to join too but last minute could not make it so the 3 of us just ate, ate and ate! I was really surprised that we could almost finish the gigantic bowl of spagetti that my maid prepared! Watched HBO while eating before we allowed Yiting to flood us with her "du gui" influence. First it was da di, then it was mahjong! And it didn't even matter that it was 3 people mahjong! (Although we did joked about the invisible person sitting at the forth corner =/) We were really surprised that HP did not know how to play mah jong! (It's a surprise for us to discover that any ex-one-eleven classmate do not know how to play mah jong knowing the nature of our wonderful classmates!) And by the end of the day, our minds were set on meeting up soon for another round of mah jong as soon as the NS guys book out! =D Can't wait!

i had a false alarm of food poisoning last night. Mummy told me not to drink my soup as it was spoilt AFTER I HAD ALREADY DRUNK MORE THAN HALF AND ATE THAT SPOILT WANTON. I just thought it tasted weird and i didn't know that it was spoilt. It was already half way down my throat by the time i thought it was perhaps spoilt so i just swallowed, secretly praying it was supposed to taste like this. Yesh, i know. How can i not know, right.. And after a while, by the time i finished eating my fruits, i started feeling nauseous. Great. Not a good feeling but i was prepared for the worst. Decided to put a plastic bag next to my bed, just in case. THANK GOODNESS i woke up feeling fine. Fine was never better!

Yesterday marked exactly one month since my op. Mans. Its been quite a while. Time flies. And that's scary to note. That's one-twelveth of the year flying by! Oh, and did i mention that while cleaning my wound yesterday, i caused a hole in it? yeah, you did not see wrongly. Smart old me was trying to pull a dry pick of dried blood from my wound only to realise after pulling that it was connected to my stitches. Thank goodness only that small section of the stitch came out and not that whole line of it. Joy. So yeah, that's a small new hole in my wound and it bled a little. =.= Now, i'm praying it will merge together and heal nicely! =/ Well, the consolation is that at least, 2 out of 10 of the wounds have healed so nicely that there's only a scar line with a little dried blood at the corner.. (i reckon the little dried blood is the end of the stitch and now that i learnt my lesson, i shall not pull it but rather just wait for it to drop on its own.) Yupps!My waterproof bandage dressing are getting smaller and smaller because my mum feels taping up too much will make my skin surrounding the wound too wrinkled! The only ridiculous thing, the waterproof bandages on the right and left leg do not tally. The ones on the left are hilariously smaller than the ones on my right.

2010-05-14T01:23:00.003+08:00

personalDNA about you
You are an Encouraging Creator.

You are a Creator
Your imagination, confidence, willingness to explore, and appreciation of beauty make you a CREATOR.
You are independent, and you enjoy your self-sufficiency.
Defying convention, you are very innovative, and you have a vivid imagination.
The look of things is important to you, and you have a keen eye for aesthetic beauty in multiple arenas.
You have a strong interest in what is new and exciting—and that includes forging ahead with new ideas, not simply discovering what is already out there.
Your eagerness to seek new and varied experiences leads you into many different situations.
You're not set on one way of doing things, and you are creative when it comes to finding novel solutions to complex problems.
You trust yourself to be innovative and resourceful.
Your confidence allows you to take your general awareness and channel it into creativity.
You prefer to have time to plan for things, feeling better with a schedule than with keeping plans up in the air until the last minute.
You have a strong sense of style and value your personal presentation - friends may even seek your style advice from time to time.

If you want to be different:
Appreciate the earthly, practical elements of things—there is beauty in form as well.
While you are good at thinking abstractly, focusing on details a bit more may help you discover things about the world.
how you relate to others

You are Encouraging
Your outgoing nature, understanding of others, and directness make you ENCOURAGING.
You want others to do well for themselves, and you generally believe in their abilities.
You often know what's good for people because of your caring nature and your worldview.
When you care about someone, you don't keep it to yourself: you are good at letting people know that you're thinking of them.
Because you trust people, you take violations of that trust very seriously.
You thrive in social situations, and even though you know who you like and who you don't like, you can interact well with many different types of people.
You have a healthy respect for people who have earned what they have, and you strive to be similar to successful others.
You are a loyal friend and a good listener.

If you want to be different:
Sometimes, in the course of being encouraging, you can be a bit judgmental—this can make it more difficult for others to follow your advice.
While you are an expert at getting the most out of the world and taking advantage of many experiences, you might gain some insight by taking the time to be alone, reflect on things, or just observe the goings-on in the world.

Saw this link from christina's blog and decided to give it a try. I tried to do it as honestly as possible but the results were not that accurate. Some parts were quite spot on but others were not as much. It was quite obvious that certain questions were directed to find out about a particular trait too. So, it made me think about the results of the test. Comparatively to colorgenics, i like colorgenic tests better. However, the results from both tests also differ in its nature slightly as colorgenics is based on your state of emotions at the time you do the test while this test is based on an overall personality. So, to be fair, we ought to compare apple with apple. But sad to say, i think the PF16 (a personality test as well) which i did in JC was more spot on in its results. Any O how, it differs for different people so if you who is reading this is interested, i recommend you to just try it out and get to know yourself better. It's a step to understanding yourself! =]

Link: http://www.personaldna.com/

2010-05-12T23:58:00.004+08:00

Stumbled upon this site while browing through a friend's blog. Some part quite true. Some part, nah.. I am hygenic and i do not have the impulse to say hurting things! Or at least, i think i do not. I guess i'm quite sensitive about what i say to others. About the procrastination, SPOT ON! Netherless, here it is!

PISCES WOMEN
Pisces women are born between February 19 and March 20. These naturally generous women are very trusting and need to guard against scams. Their boundless energy and natural abilities will take them far if they conquer procrastination (SO TRUE!) and impulse to say hurting things to others.

Pisces women have birthdays from February 20 to March 20. They are absolutely trustworthy and able to assume great responsibility. When important projects are entrusted to them, they work with tireless energy. They always feel that they can make money when in the employment of others, but their restless nature may make it hard for them to go into business for themselves. Pisces women often find it hard to make a decision because they see all sides to a question. (Yeah, that's why i'm so indecisive) While not original thinkers, they can follow out master plans very well and make the dreams of others a reality. They are quick to offer help, but extremely reluctant to ask for it themselves. (I have to agree with this part) They are vulnerable because they tend to see only good in other people, and this makes them easy victims of shrewd and unscrupulous schemers. Many have lost significant sums of money to family members or supposedly close friends. They are best suited to business and sales careers, with plenty of room for advancement, under highly organized management. (this, i think not) This will bring out their intellectual abilities and boundless energy while controlling their tendencies to procrastinate and to be careless with details.

The whole souled generosity of these women is one of their most loveable signs. They are genuinely happy when friends and family achieve success. There's not a jealous bone in their bodies. But Pisces women have a tendency to "fly off the handle" and say absurd things, which they later deeply regret. It is important for them to master self-control if they are to establish good personal and professional relationships.

It is best for these women to conquer their inborn restlessness before settling down in marriage. When they do, they are extremely fond of the ties in marriage and in the responsibilities of managing a home and family. They are modest and not fond of open displays of affection. (yupps, i do not believe in PDA) These extremely generous women make excellent hostesses who spare no expense and entertain in a tastefully decorated home adorned with some things they have made. (omg omg. yes yes yes!) They are ideal mothers and wives. However, their husbands must be prepared to deal with their fits of weeping. (i think so too) Being born under a water sign means Pisces women should avoid intoxicating beverages. They need to overcome their tendency to forgetfulness and carelessness when it comes to their health and practice good hygiene, such as frequent hand washing. (hey! i do wash my hands!) Many ailments are brought on by over anxiety and unnecessary worry. (i totally agree) Calmness is not a natural trait, but one they must strive to achieve if they want happiness and harmony in their lives. Pisces women must also concentrate on their posture, as they have a tendency to droop their shoulders, as if carrying the weight of the world. They should also carefully select their shoes because they have a natural tendency to suffer foot problems, including falling arches, corns and ingrown toenails.

Pisces women can have happy, harmonious lives surrounded by close friends and family who deeply care about them if they learn to control their tongues, conquer excessive worrying that leads to poor health, and believe in their many abilities.

Adapted from: http://www.allsands.com/religious/newage/pisceswoman_vfi_gn.htm

2010-05-12T17:16:00.003+08:00

Today, i feel very inspired.
Today, i resolute to start making an effort and mean it.

After watching (and tearing uncontrollably over) the movie, i started thinking about it. It was a very motivating movie to me because of the lessons i took away from it. It was a movie about marriage and christian faith but i took away more than the lessons on the marriage. Not only did it influence my insight on marriage but on life and education too. Somehow, i see myself in a similar situation except mine doesn't revolve around relationships.

The storyline of the movie (from the movie's official website)
At work, inside burning buildings, Captain Caleb Holt lives by the old firefighters' adage: Never leave your partner behind. At home, in the cooling embers of his marriage, he lives by his own rules. Growing up, Catherine Holt always dreamed of marrying a loving, brave firefighter...just like her daddy. Now, after seven years of marriage, Catherine wonders when she stopped being "good enough" for her husband. Regular arguments over jobs, finances, housework, and outside interests have readied them both to move on to something with more sparks. As the couple prepares to enter divorce proceedings, Caleb's father challenges his son to commit to a 40-day experiment: "The Love Dare." Wondering if it's even worth the effort, Caleb agrees-for his father's sake more than for his marriage. When Caleb discovers the book's daily challenges are tied into his parents' new found faith, his already limited interest is further dampened.While trying to stay true to his promise, Caleb becomes frustrated time and again. He finally asks his father, "How am I supposed to show love to somebody who constantly rejects me?"When his father explains that this is the love Christ shows to us, Caleb makes a life-changing commitment to love God. And with God's help he begins to understand what it means to truly love his wife. But is it too late to fireproof his marriage? His job is to rescue others. Now Caleb Holt is ready to face his toughest job ever...rescuing his wife's heart.

Caleb had a fierce battle with his determination on whether to continue this 40 days love on day20. Half way through, he felt his ''acts of love'' being cruelly trampled. No reciprocation, no appreciation for whatever he has done. It came down to crunch point before he realised that for the past twenty days, he never really meant anything that he had done. All he did was to follow the book's order half-heartedly and hope for miracle. He never really believed in what he did.

When i started thinking, i found this part similar to me studying. I blindly study because i have to. There isn't that will to want to succeed so badly. That's why i don't have the discipline. I tell myself i have to do this and after a while, i lose my will to continue being disciplined. Right now, i am like at day 20. The show down with determination and will power. If i were to retake 'A's, i simply cannot go on like this. (It's not as if i do not know previously. Just that i simply could not find that drive to push me on.) I lost sight of my fighting spirit, long before A levels ended last year. And now, it's a show down. Whether it is for university or for retaking, i need my fighting spirit back. It's time to fight.

2010-05-10T18:35:00.005+08:00

Alrights! i have finally changed from that overdosed of purple-ness to this new blog skin! MUCH THANKS TO YI TING, my web designer! =D Man, did i take a long time checking through all the links i previously had. More than half of them were no longer available. -.- This shows how long i left my blog template untouched! So, there! Whatever's left is quite few compared to the never ending list of links previously! I had initially only wanted to blog a little (as shown in whatever's below) but thought i might as well just change the entire look and give credits. Well, I have outgrown my previous blog skin! In fact, i have used the previous skin for more than two years. But, it was my 'ideal one' then. With much of the credits going to Yi Ting for creating the last one too! Thus, this paragraph is dedicated to her for putting up with this slavedriver as quoted from her! (not entirely true!)

Any o how, today was not a very ideal day. I've been in a turmoil of emotions, none of them good. yeah. I shalln't elaborate more. Just that looking back at memories of the past makes me want to ignore everything that is before me and escape back till then.

We used to want to grow up faster but currrently, i wish time hadn't passed so quickly. If only, i could control time. I would either rewind backward or fast forward this period of my life. Ten years ago, i was nine year old. Innocent and carefree. In ten years time, i'll be twenty-nine. Supposedly, the prime of my life. Yet, everything seems so bleak now. Any moment seems better than right now.

2010-05-03T16:45:00.005+08:00

I have finally finished reading Pride&Prejudice yesterday! I must confess i dearly enjoyed the second half of the book! I simply could not wait to find out the ending yesterday although i had initally found the book a bore! The fine language was, however, quite a feat to appreciate. Honestly, it was certainly not easy trying to fully comprehend what the sentences meant sometimes! Still, i have got to say the ending was to my utmost liking. =D And i am undeniably affected by the infectious language. (which is wholly the reason for this kind of writing now) YiTing was also as a result very much exasperated talking to me over the phone last night! HAHAHA! In fact, i can safely believe i drove her insane! (to say that i drove her nuts is an understatement) Already, i can picture her astonished expression upon seeing this post! XP

Any O how, i just watched the movie which had Keira Knightley staring as Elizabeth Bennet. I had been excited all morning about it after finished reading the book last night. However, it was quite a disappointment as a great deal of the story had been taken out. Perhaps if i haven't read the book, i might not have been able to identify with the plot. I completely understand that it is due to the lack of time to present the story in the exact same way as the book but still, i am definitely glad i have read the story first! I actually cannot wait to begin my next Austen book! Sense&Sensibility, it shall be! Whee~

2010-05-01T12:24:00.003+08:00

Suddenly, i thought of doing a colorgenic test again today. Once again, it's quite spot on with what's going inside my mind. The results really amazes me with how merely choosing colours can so vividly depict what a person is thinking. It makes me want to understand the true mechanism behind it. I know that colours can show a person's feeling at that point of time. It is in a way so general that it does not pin point the incidents specifically but yet, it can still aptly describe all the conscious and subconscious thoughts. Each time i do this test, i'm awed beyond words. And it brings me one step closer to confirming that psychology is the thing for me. :) Honestly, i can't wait to start uni (i am really hoping i get into NTU psycho now) so that i can understand these theories!

You guys should try doing the colorgenic test too! =]

Name: sheena
Date: Saturday 1st 2010f May 2010 05:15:28 AM
Colorgenics Number: 4/1/3/6/0/2/5/7/

You are constantly hoping that your good fellowship and attitude and your 'love for your fellow man (or women)' will give you peace of mind. You need people - people around you to care for you and to show you that they care. It is this hope that keeps you going, the hope that makes you the type of person that indeed you are. Your own need for approval seemingly makes you always ready to help others and in exchange you seek love, warmth and understanding. You will always listen to others and you are open to new ideas which hopefully will prove fruitful and interesting.

In actual fact you are not willing to exert yourself in any way. You have that truly 'laid back' attitude and are unwilling to extend yourself or exert undue effort. You feel that to move forward - be it in your life style or in business relationships - would require more energy output than you are prepared to give at this time. You want to take life easy and your attitude is such that 'Enough is Enough'.

You feel truly deprived - not getting your fair share, but you have accepted the fact that that is the way things are at this time and that it is prudent to let matters slide and not hit your head against the wall -so conform and agree for a while. Accept the situation - nothing can last forever.

Whatever you strive to do, something always seems to be holding you back. There is no subterfuge in you. You are a clear thinker and all you demand from life, in a relationship, is a partner whom you can trust and with whom you can, together, develop a foundation of trust based on understanding. You are your own person and you demand freedom of thought to follow your own convictions. You have no interest in 'two-timing' and all you seek is sincerity and 'straight-dealing'.

You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

2010-04-24T13:04:00.002+08:00

got woken up at like 8am in the morning by mommy as she told me that she was going out. Went to the toilet and found myself unable to go back to sleep despite sleeping at 2am. partially, it was me who did not want to break my habit of waking up early. Ever since my discharge from hospital, i must say i am very proud of myself for being able to wake up around 8 plus each morning. (i enjoy the satisfaction of waking up early in the morning and not have half my day already gone) i'm a changed person! my stay at the hospital has allowed my previous disastrous sleeping habit be corrected! =D

Finally got to try the yummy homemade pancakes! coupled together with the maple syrup LiYing bought for me in Canada, heavenly!

Have been filling in the thoughts and feelings of the missing entries in my diary of my stay in the hospital since morning. Totally feeling drained now. but it's soul-ful for me to write in the entries. it's like freeing up the hard disk space in me to allow more space. it's like Dumbledore's memory basin. =]

2010-04-06T20:27:00.006+08:00

mans. still not feeling well now! :( my head has been feeling heavy and drowy! the fever's gone already but i haven't had a decent sleep the past 2 nights. kept tossing and turning in bed. i think i only managed to sleep well just before dawn or so due to fatigue. And to think i actually turn in around 12 plus 1am for the past two nights! my headache comes and go. i think it was the serious lack of sleep over the good friday weekend plus going in and out of the rain at ubin. busy weekend i had. it's been quite long since i've tried surviving the entire day on 2 hours of sleep. it used to be fine for me but the practice has been long gone since A levels ended! I can't even imagine how i survived during the camps last time! i'm so glad mom stocked up on H2O recently because it's my daily staple to combat those headaches.

FUNNY INCIDENT NUMBER ONE
i was sitting at the dining table with my parents after dinner just now, snacking on twisties and my dad was like commenting on how unhealthy that rubbish was. He was like "i think that stick (of twisties) you're holding probably only contain air and a drop of flour." HAHAHA! ah, the way he said it, was hilarious! he says that maybe out of the entire container of twisties, the majority is just air!
FUNNY INCIDENT NUMBER TWO
still seated at the dining table, my dad goes "have you prepared a stack of books to read for the following few weeks?" (since i'm going on the op soon and won't be able to move around much) and my mom goes "have you prepared the portable DVD and a stack of DVDs for the following weeks?" LOL! so cute!
FUNNY INCIDENT NUMBER THREE
Dad: Fridge have milk?
Mom: just now never buy then don't have lah.
Dad: no ah?
Mom: i also never rear a cow! don't buy of course don't have. maybe i should start rearing one le. (hahaha!)

on the side note, i'm so glad yiting's finally back mans! =D
countdown: exactly 7 days

2010-03-26T21:39:00.002+08:00

i'm so in the mood to cook now! wheeee... XD next week, next week! i will try cooking my own lunch next week! EXCITED! =D

2010-03-26T04:24:00.003+08:00

great, it's 4.25am and i'm still playing bejeweled blitz when i'm supposed to be rushing my personal achievement section for NUS and SMU application. =.= dad says i have all the substance but too dry. it's just blah blah blah. he claims he almost fell asleep reading! :( So, i've got to do it in a more flowery way. but the thing is i don't like to boast. i was kind of just hoping it would speak volume on its own. my sis says i shouldn't do it too flowery as i'm not applying for mass com! lol. still, i've got to redo it. joy. i hate this part. just like how i dreaded having to type my own testimonial in college. gah. heard from Werns that some people have already gotten their interview slots! So, i've got to hurry hurry! reason why i'm up til now supposedly. (i'm entertained by the suite life of Zack and Cody now. LOL)

Zack: *acts like he has dexlysia to hopefully get extra time for tests so he won't be failing them*
Cody: HAVE YOU NO SHAME?!
Zack: Actually i do.
Cody: Really?!
Zack: No. (HAHAHA!)

Might be working at Taka Redemption Counter if they need people since Werns is working there! Extra cash! Talking about cash, i almost got creamed for spending so much using my NETS after seeing the amount left when mummy and i were cashing top-ups. =/

-Mady lost to London in a game of chess-
Mady: i refused to be beaten by you! Chess is supposed to be a game for the intellectual! and you're not.
London: then maybe i am more intellectual-ler than you think!
-Mady faints-

Accompanied Mummy to NTUC finest at bukit timah plaza just now. Bought lots of tibits! yays! =D i'm so going to get fat at this rate. =/ my sis even exclaimed whether i bought back the entire NTUC after seeing the tibits cupboard. LOL. Bought pancake mix too! changes to my meals! thinking of making cookies one of this days as soon as i finish up my uni application! :) :) :)

2010-03-17T16:02:00.003+08:00

i was dreaming about something i can't remember this morning. suddenly, i woke up. Stared into the ceiling. Heard the door next to mine room slammed and knew it was around 7am. Darn, why am i up so early this morning when i only slept at 4am! i was mentally tired but my eyes were wide awake and refusing to shut. i laid in bed waiting, waiting to fall back into la la land.

And, i did. the next time i woke up, i had to drag myself out of the bed to switch off the bloody noisy radio alarm. Finally when i woke up for the third time, i climb out of bed for good after laying in bed thinking about nonsensical things for an hour. my usual routine these days.

And as usual, i have a conviction to sleep earlier tonight so that i can wake up tomorrow without having half my day gone.(which most likely might not come through!)

Okay, after rambling so much about my US sleeping pattern. i shall get on to the main topic! i'm truly good at procrasinating mans! Haven't completed university applications till now. great. time to start now! but before i start i shall dedicate the following shout out to Yi Ting!

PLEASE HELP ME WITH MY NEW BLOGSKIN MANS! I'M TURNING PURPLE SEEING THIS OVERDOSAGE OF PURPLE!

okay, i'm done. :) *over and out.*

2010-03-16T23:46:00.002+08:00

the bubble i've been living in burst and today, i've finally woken up to reality.

my english ain't that wonderful after all. maybe i deserve what i got after all.

i shall pick up the pieces and start reading books everyday.

now, i'm really wanting to just retake A levels. i wanna show that i'm not as dumb as my cert shows. because from the way i see it now, it's screaming i am in every way.

2010-03-11T22:03:00.005+08:00

YAY! THANKS TO YI TING! I CAN FINALLY COPY & PASTE IN BLOGGER!

FINALLY! =)

mans, i'm so glad i've got friends who're not com idiots like me! XP

yiting claims her babies come out from toilets not her womb!

碧血盐枭 (sweetness in the salt)

2010-03-10T20:01:00.004+08:00

been trying to finish the hong kong drama serial, sweetness in salt. [for some reason, i can't seem to be able to copy and paste into my blog posts these days. someone, please enlighten me! :( ] it's my escape avenue. a very nice drama to immerse in, pity that Ting Xuan died in the show though! :( but oh wells, good show to catch. It's the kind where even after watching the last few episodes, you would go back to the first few episodes to catch those you missed. i know i did that! in fact, it's so god an excape from reality, it hurts coming back after the show. =.=

but i know, no matter what, i've got to still come back to THE REAL WORLD! ditched the idea to review papers cause i heard that no point since they'll only get back to you a few months later (what's the point if you're trying to use it to get into uni) and you will never get to see your papers. haven't really plot out my path ahead yet but i guess, it's about time to really start researching on psychology once more to see if it's really for me. i was kind of bombarded by questions by my sister about psychology which i couldn't answer when she asked me why i want to study it so much. So, time to start researching! =] no matter what, i have got to start with this step before i make any plans as to what uni and steps i'm going to be taking for the next 6 - 7 years of my life.

cross junction of my life and i think it's pretty tough standing here, trying to make important decisions on my own. afraid.

i was watching another chinese movie just now. Somehow, i was reminded of Grace. And i started thinking and tearing as scenes of the past flashed by. it's been 3 years but yet, everything seems like only yesterday.

2010-03-08T19:22:00.010+08:00

suddenly thought of taking the colorgenic test which i took last time, last year rather. it was scarily darn accurate? So, i thought to try it again this time. See what i'm thinking. Get an objective view of what's going through my mind. And once again, it has done it! i think it literally went into my head and examined me! in fact, it's so true, i did not realise i was experiencing some of those things until i read it.

http://www.goldinuniverse.com/showprofile.asp?id=1/0/3/5/6/2/7/4/&name=sheena

Found the comic below very inspiring, especially at a time like this, when i was at my cousin's blog just now. it's like you know it, but it's a different case when it comes to practising it.

2010-03-08T14:55:00.002+08:00

i'm constantly travelling between hopeful and hopeless.

but be strong is all i can tell myself.

it's tough though. real tough.

harder than i imagine.

2010-02-18T00:56:00.003+08:00

i'm BORED TO DEATH at home now. totally prefer the busy CNY days. day to night busy. kind of miss having an aim in life everyday. actually, it's not that i don't have a list of things to do. i've got a whole stack of books, movies and all but i'm bloody slacking. gah. LAZY! miss the busy busy life i used to have mans! at least it beats lazing around each day not knowing what to do! this feeling sucks. i keep staying on facebook stalking others and playing bejeweled blitz. great. =.=

i was thinking of whether to add this part in but heck it, only close friends still follow this now considering my bad track record, so i guess no harm. i went to the doc recently and it was tough hearing everything. really tough. they haven't called to confirm the date for the op though, he told us he'll squeeze me in for March. realised i haven't asked many questions during the last consultation and the next time he sees me, it'll probably be the day. quite taken aback by the quick-ness of it actually. don't know what to expect except fear. lots of it on that day, i just know it.

on a lighter note, going back to JJ tomorrow to collect my eagles award tomorrow and drop by the J2s meeting about recruitment drive! meeting clique after that for dinner. seems quite a while since i've seen them. everyone's so seperated now. YI TING: WE HAVEN'T MET IN 1, 2, 3, 4, 5( counts with fingers)... MANY DAYS!!

and hint hints, 25th feb is coming!! =] but i think it'll just flow by though this year. everyone's so busy these days.. i think i rather school times, at least there's something to keep me occupied.

watched Percy Jackson and the lightning thief on CNY day one. cute guy :) wait, what's his name again? i only remember his on-screen name. eh.. logan lerman? okay, i'm right! (phew, wipes sweats across) great show if you like harry potter kind. i like their humour. cracks me up! got me interested in the books now too mans.

okay, good thing blogger has saved the draft automatically because in my mind when the page froze just now, if it disappears i'm not going to retype. heh.

2010-01-27T18:41:00.003+08:00

OKAY! ANOTHER POST! COME ON, DON'T MAKE IT SEEMS LIKE I BLOG ONLY WHEN THE BLUE MOON APPEARS! =]

so hooked onto entertainment channel! now, i wanna go on a tour so badly! HONG KONG DISNEYLAND ANYONE?? i promise to be a nice and sweet girl! :) and i feel like flying to hollywood now too! XD

i wanna go on a MOVIE MARATHON! so many movies i haven't seen!

AVATAR

SHERLOCK HOLMES

LEGION

TOOTH FAIRY

ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS 2

DAYBREAKERS

EVERYBODY'S FINE

VALENTINE DAY (taylor lautner! even though he's younger! =p)

NINE (i'm so looking forward to this when this comes out!)

ALICE IN WONDERLAND

yeah. movie marathon anyone? XD

and omg. i posted this 2/11 blog by accident just now! and yupps. guys, i posted there too! =D

2009-12-13T04:46:00.003+08:00

it's going to be a year since i've blogged. LOL. (jon claims)

after not blogging for so long suddenly blank for a moment on what i'm going to blog about and what my password is. i thought about deleting this blog. almost as good as dead anyways but somehow can't bear to though, it's like deleting 6 years of memories. it's a nice place to look back at memories. to see how much you've grown from a kid in sec 1 till the end of JC life. the ups and downs through the years of growing up even though i don't write much in the blog, it brings back the past, like reliving through that moment which was written. And makes me wonder how will everything be another 6 years down the road. will i be coming out to work as what i've always aspire to be? will there be a blank drawn 6 years down the road because there isn't going to be a 2013? the future is quite fasinating and intriguing, isn't it? okay, now i'm starting to drift. mentally and literally in this post!

why am i feeling so bloody emo at this point mans. =.=

feels kind of weird now actually. there's this sense of feeling lost, emptiness. the post 'A's effect should already have set in but still feeling this way now. running on US timing as Sam calls it. It's like a routine of mine these days. many are busy working now, everyone going their seperate ways; busy in their small little ways. tinge of lonliness. quite an irony actually since this is a time to catch up with everyone. going to be meeting people i haven't met in ages though. =) primary school friends whom i haven't talked to for centuries etc. SEEMS LIKE there's so much time on hand, time just flies by. (note the sacasm in caps) At least that's until i fly off on christmas. Quite packed but yet not packed.

i'm not making much sense i guess from this post. -.- brain not really functioning anymore now.

i've got a long list of things to be done but i'm damn good at procastinating. who isn't right? christmas shopping, packing, researching on stuff, driving lessons etc etc etc. joy. i should sleep not, before i sleep at 7am and wake up at 6pm again. time to put my life back into pieces again. time to stop wasting time and start getting my ass off this chair. time to stop playing the damn addictive bejeweled blitz on facebook. i hope i can. i hope i really can do all these. gah.

2008-12-28T21:23:00.002+08:00

BACK IN SINGAPORE FROM CHINA FOR THE SECOND TIME!! =D

so tired! mans! a ton of things to do.. i'm so dead, school work not completed and blah.. gosh.. new year's coming! time just have to pass so fast.. =.=

the trip was great mans! bought quite a lot of things, starting to regret not buying a bag which was supposed to be my school bag though.. darn it! but at least i found another white bag to substitute my sling bag which died a long time ago.. and i bought clothes for CNY already! =D wheeee!!

this trip was definitely unlike the previous ones.. i sat on the same plane as Fahrenheit and witnessed the power of fans' going crazy at Macau Airport.. stayed at the so called best hotel in one super remote town because it was too late to go back to the city where it was freezing cold.. stayed at a ridiculously luxurious hotel which is almost golden all over and has toilets which each have a jacuzzi and steam bath in them..(i shall post the photos of this hotel to show you what i mean by ridiculously luxurious soon) saw many breath taking scenaries at a particular valley.. Sat in my dad's car to chase after a motorcyclist to buy small mandarin oranges.. went back to Shen Zhen to do major shopping and improved in my bargaining skills by a lot! haha.. yeps! those were pretty much the highlights of the trip!

okay! shall rush off to take a shower and do some stuff! XD and to everyone who sms-ed me merry christmas but did not get a reply because i didn't want to burst phone bills, BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS! =]

2008-12-01T03:20:00.002+08:00

BACK IN SINGAPORE FROM YUN NAN!

mans! it rocks!=]

it feels so weird now that the trip has ended.. =[ i miss everyone.. i miss my roomie, Mildred.. eve, judith, Sheryl.. gah.. IG 3.. Bus 2.. miss Li Jie & Xiao Dan too.. Mans! i shall post photos in my next post.. too lazy to post now.. =/ shall elaborate more next post too..

stupid Yi Ting! do you have to go for camp immediately after i come back? gah.. i haven talked to you in ages!

2008-11-03T21:30:00.004+08:00

mans.. i relieve my childhood on sunday sitting in the living room.. i love it! rewatched Grease 2 after years.. my last time i watch it was when i was in primary school? it used to be my fav.. =] still love it though! it's something like high school musical movies or rather high school musical movies are something like Grease movies since Grease movies are much earlier produced! after watching, i looked out of the window.. woah.. i realised i really missed that scene..

listening to the skates the children were playing along the road outside my house as they screamed.. looking out to the evening sky with the houses opposite mine sitting against the backdrop.. very nice view.. it doesn't feel like i was in Singapore though.. you hardly get that kind of view in Singapore.. and so i just sat there for about 20 mins.. just enjoying the transquility and moments i once had..

i guess life's just like this.. you win some, you lose some.

i guess all i can say is treasure your time! cause no matter what happens, it's only gonna last this one time in our life!

relieve the past, treasure the present, challenge the future!

2008-11-02T01:39:00.004+08:00

woah.. been quite long again since i blogged.. lol.. i think the way i blog is like 三分钟热度 (3 mins hotness) it's always blog consecutively then very long later, after the layers of snow, dust, cobweb anything you name it u get it, poops! i'm here to blog again.. hahaha!

oh wells! let's see. had the second YUN NAN trip meeting with the sec school students.. see more of them opening up.. =] and since i'm in personnel, i think it's not very stressful you can say.. that's cause i have loads of help from Jerome & Janice, of course and from personnel com which consists of Mildred & Sheryl! Yeah. i'm kinda really excited but scared scared kinda lost? Never been overseas without my family even though i've been overseas with friends before.. and i accomplished something today! i was shouting my lungs out during the cheering session but that was not what i accomplished.. i lead in some 'name, you cute cute/handsome/pretty/whatver you wanna put, you look like woah!' cheer.. i don't usually lead in cheers(not really counted a cheer but something like that lah) so, that was kinda the first if i don't remember wrongly? anyways! daddy & mommy picked me up after their lunch at the JAPANESE restaurant with my relatives which i didn't get to go cause i was in school for the meeting.. But they bought me Mac! So it was okay! XP lalala~ Sat in the car waiting for them while eating my delicious fries and maybe not that delicious wasabi fillet O fish.. i think the original's nicer cause the wasabi covered up all the other taste! yeah.. they bought durians!! like loads! 2 big bags.. and in the house, i walked into one bag of DURIAN cause i simply wasn't looking where i was walking into.. JOY! so there's like 2 holes on 2 of my toes.. =.=

Went out with ET yesterday again!! Agreed to go shopping once again next week! HAHA! so that's consecutively one shopping trips per week for 3 weeks! mans! insane! and not forgetting broke soon! but never mind! waahahahah! i'll just live on dust after that! =P i gotta control myself mans.. i go gaga over earrings by buying them from which ever shop everytime i go out.. -.- so i told ET, if i ever thought of buying more for the next trip, just give me a slap mans.. WE WATCHED HSM 3 IN CINE! the cinema or literally the entire Cine was quite empty!! =] Cause sec schools not released yet on fri.. oh i love the cine's cinema seats.. comfy to MAX! the show was quite good.. as good as the first one but the clothes was really very nice.. hahas! after which we went shopping at Vivo for 2 hoursbut spending half the time at Gloria Jean's Coffee there.. the raspberry Italian Soda wasn't as great as i was hoping it would be.. maybe i should have tried the lime one.. oh wells. but so far i guess the best Italian Soda i had was the one i drank with Wei Yi at liquid cafe! yeah! i gotta go back! any o how, glad i bought i coconut shoes as ET calls it! =P

the so called cup we drank from at red cafe.. lol.. adorable! =]

ET trying to act cool!! XP

And.. moi! i was trying to smile to the camera, say twist, & drink at the same time! =/

Chinese on thurs was screwed upside down, left, right, center.. yeah. i think you get what i meant but i'm definitely glad it's OVER! next up, OP. going to yao yao's house on Mon to practise OP. my group is wonderfully amusing at times.. i'm glad i've this group lah.. had leaders' interview/dialogue session after that too.. i love the ropes/swing at the fitness corner even though it hurts the ass A LOT.. it felt like i was relieving my childhood.. was reminded of the times i spent with Xin Ying & Jia yee at the playgrounds mans.. should really meet up with them soon! sat & laid on the see saw like board with Shiva with Jasper & aik song joining in after that.. quite funny since we kept trying to balance the board.. cannot move, cannot put your hand in front.. lol!! oh! & we had mini fondue session!

took this while lying on the see-saw board.. i thought it was a very pretty sight! =)

*PS thanks to Jeremy who bought that apple pie for me! Really appreciated it mans cause i was really stuffing since i didn't eat anything except 2 or 3 slices of fruits the entire day.. =/ and to people who is wondering why i didn't eat, I'M NOT ON A DIET! trust me.. too much of a glutton to do that.. haha!*

i gotta STOP procrastinating! gah..

2008-10-05T00:47:00.007+08:00

i'm sooo... mixed with feelings.. =P caution:this is going to be quite a long long long long long, i think u get what i mean.. long post!

just came back from leaders' camp today.. dismissed at about 11.30am like that.. phew.. luckily just in time for me to get to my locker and to wash my face before my family reached school.. XP rushed from the 2nd level when i got their call and with much courtesy from Benny who offered to help with my bag! i survived to the car.. =/ though.. i didn't have time to change until i went to Shangri-la.. took a million years inside the washroom but oh well.. i bet the lady attendant in the wash room was wondering what the hell i was doing.. laalala~ okay.. i didn't have to say that.. change topic! the food at the line was great! recomended! =] the service was even better! we sort of had a personal attendant serving us.. XPmaybe cause we sat at the bar area where there was no one else there.. everyone else in the restaurant were at the glass window which faces the pool area.. didn't exactly eat a lot actually.. the buffet was quite good though.. i tried eating fresh oyster cause according to my dad who was the main lead for today's meal cause it was a celebration for his birthday which was on thursday, it was supposed to be good.. fresh.. and sweet according to mom.. but i officially give up on fresh oyster since, forever,, but i thought i gave it another shot and concluded, THAT DECISION TO GIVE UP WAS SO RIGHT! i never had a fetish for it anyways.. i rather stick to my tiramisu! yummy! *drools*

any o how, leaders' camp was quite relaxed surprisingly.. i thought going to be kena drilled or something but not.. so.. yays? managed to sleep for about 6 hours but i must say, i think the guys were the ones who really needed it badly.. many of them didn't sleep the night before at boys' camp.. lol.. they were practically dead on friday in school! HAHA.. physic lecture that time, turned around to the back to find all down.. LOL?! got back math paper.. my first paper in JC i'm officially proud of for the results.. feels like all those hardwork for it was worth it.. a sense of great satisfaction! even though it could have been even better.. =/ well.. i guess we always want more.. XD i'm not gonna talk about the other papers! it's called self deceiving!

anyways.. talking of friday, it reminded me of Kong's wonderful, VERY imaginative interpretation of 3 very young innocent kids.. HAHA.. seriously i was astounded.. to think he could actually think of all those.. HAHA.. and best of all, Ce Qing and later on TK joined him, in it.. *faints from laughter* oh and back to the topic! leaders' camp.. went to the camp and surprised to hear my name being called at first.. before we knew that was our groupings.. haha! group A.. and the name of the group is "A Whole".. sounds a bit cheesy? it was orginally 'A hole'.. =] add the S-es in the middle and wad do you get? that was my first thought! haha.. Gadis was our group leader.. =] first impression of my group: very very quiet.. guess almost all are the thinkers kind.. 5 stations were quite fun.. lol.. there was this game which was similar to love web in nan hua.. and trust fall which was one.. i didn't dare to fall at first.. but did in the end.. and was lifted by everyone TWICE, not once but TWICE! one time with everyone using one hand and the second time with everyone using one finger.. o.o i was like "oh man oh man.." there was this memory game too.. apparently we got through all 3 puzzle with a breeze! =]

OH! and TODAY'S ET'S SECOND BIRTHDAY! right right right, ET? =] right! 5th OCTOBER! it's fate! admit it! HAHA.. hope you have even more fun on your second birthday! *winks winks* oooohhh.. this is so fun.. and i mustn't forget about this most imporant thing, one day onthe phone, we were talking about some things and SOMEONE who has a scandal with ET and she committed a fatal mistake..

i said something like,

"So you caught him right while fishing"

and she replied in protest,

"NO! i threw him back into the sea!"

*raise eye browns* before exclaiming,

"So you did catch him?!!?!"

okay, this is internal joke but i promised i would publicise for her since i'm her publicist!! =]

and have i mentioned that F1 race was surprisingly amazing! Mans! i never expected it to be so exciting! and i must say it definitely wasn't Ferrari's day that day.. one car had the worst of luck by smashing into the side during the third last lap and Massa's luck weren't exactly much of a help either i must say! Go Hamilton! XP

2008-09-16T12:27:00.004+08:00

left 1 more day to promos.. gosh.. no time no time!trying to mug as much as i can these few days.. it's not very efficient though.. =( i shall post photos of mid autumn spent at grandma's house after promos!!

it was.. fun fun fun.. hahas.. let's see.. i started to leave the house at like, 4 plus?! so late.. =/ even though i said i'll be there early cause i thought i won't be waiting for mom.. =X ended up going around half of Singapore to pick mummy and the car from servicing at Honda (FYI, it's at UBI!!) before going back home AGAIN to get the chuan bei pi pa mi for jiu jiu and then go to grandma's house.. Mans!

Everyone was all there i guess.. except the twins though cause they were out for their weekly swimming lessons.. and the FOOD was great! =] As usual! lalala.. then we chatted a little here and there after eating before going down to the void deck to play with sparklers and zi lian a little with my cammy.. okay.. fine.. maybe more than a little.. any o how! then the 4 ladies & 2 prince charmings made their way to Macdonald with $10 and decided to splurge all on ice-cream! Of course! we blew our budget by a litte but they were kind enough to help us cover that 5 cents! =/ and B2 said, "we're like so luo po.." LOL!

Ended the night with Mah Jong session which the four of us had definitely not played in ages cause we played in the wrong direction (clockwise instead of anti-clockwise).. but who cares! we continued that way with everyone being able to tell us that even after we knew about it.. =D Proud of our mistake! Yups! and so, the adults humourously watched us play rounds of mah jong in our own little way as they waited for us to end our game..

the end! =]

2008-09-06T18:41:00.009+08:00

1. The person who tag/pass you is?
Khristine Quek!
2. Your relationship with him/her?
She's my xiao mei
3. your 5 impression of him/her?

Always able to brighten up ya day
Super de busy girl
Confident girl
Great talking skill esp. when we gang up against our 'mom', Hui Qi! LOL.
Forever so talkative! =D (that's quite a good thing sometimes =])

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
being my xiao mei
5. the most memorable thing he/she had say to you?
i've a rather bad memory.. do not ask me to remember conservations.. STM club Vice-president here!
6. If he/she become your lover, you will?
omg? incest ah? ditch my other lover(s) if i had any at the time? LOL? XD
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
Perhaps the gender issue?
8. If he/she become your enemy,you will?
COMPLAIN TO MOMMY (A.K.A Hui Qi)!!
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
she stole my favourite toy!
1o. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
Tell you how much fun i had when we went out the last time! we'll go out again yeah? =]
11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
Great girl! but if u wanna woo her, you better get pass mommy's and my test first! =]
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Great question! But i'm not pyschic.. Try asking them?
13. The character you love about yourself is?
peace loving, i guess?
14. On the contrary, the character you hate about yourself is?
perfectionist. It's quite a bad issue sometimes.
15. The most ideal person that you wish to be is?
Anyone who's happy with a perfect life (who are you kidding? anyone wants a life like this!) but then is there even any?
Probably Cinderella? but then again, even she doesn't have a perfect life!
So.. i'll say just anyone who's happy with a meaningful life. since the word meaningful means differently to everyone! =]
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them
Thank you for everything you make me today. =] you guys mean the world to me..
17. pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you. They are;

Yi Ting
My nu er, Jess
Sarah
Natalie
B2, Xin
Mabel
Sachi
my ex-tu di, Marcus
TK
xhimx if he even knows.. =/

18. Who is 6 (Mabel) having a relationship with?
HAHA! i'm not telling!! you wish!
19. Is 9 (TK) a female or a male?
male unless... =D
20. If 7 (Sachi) and 10(xhimx) are together,will that be a good thing?
HELL NO! even if sachi's a gay.. XD
21. What is 2(Jess) studying about?
arts course
22. when is the last time you had a chat with 3 (Sarah)?
on the day we went back to NanHua.. ehh.. that makes it.. 10 days ago?
23. What kind of music band does 8 (Marcus) like?
any band with any emo songs that sounds nice!
24. Does 1 (Yi Ting) have any siblings?
yups! loads! but all in outerspace except for 1 sis & bro on Earth! XP
25. Will you woo 3 (Sarah)?
Lol?! Maybe?
26. How about 7 (Sachi)?
O.O *faints* you think?!
27. Is 4 (Nat) single?
i think so.. but then again, it's quite difficult to tell.. XD she has loads of scandals.. *winks* who knows...
28. What's the surname of 5 (Xin)?
i can just jump off the building if i don't know the answer to this! Gosh.. Ang..
29. what's the hobby of 10 (xhimx)?
Basketball =X
30. Does 5 (Xin) and 9 (TK) get along well?
they don't know each other yet but i'm pretty sure they'll go along fine since both are friendly and easy-going peeps!
31. Where is 2 (Jess) studying at?
MY SCHOOL! i'm glad.. =]
32. Talk something casually about 1 (Yi Ting)?
Anything you wanna specifically know? Let's see.. She's an ALIEN from MARS? with a scandal in CJC with someone i know.. yups! and i'm helping her to publicise that's all! =D
33. Have you tried developing feelings for 6 (Mabel)?
ehh.. yeah.. isn't feeling for a friend a kind of feeling too? =]
34.Where 9 (TK) live at?
Jurong!
35. What colour 4 (Nat) like?
Red!
36. Are 5 (Xin) and 1 (Yi Ting) best friends?
Nopes, they do know each other though.. =]
37. Is 2 (Jess) the sexiest person in the world?
Of course! i know that there would be a long line of people who has a fetish for her! where do u think she got her genes from? XD

Got this from Khris's blog.. was laughing when i read her replies and since she passed it to me.. lol.. i shall just waste my time to blog on this quiz.. (just like what she did!) XD

moment of enjoyment.. =/

2008-09-06T14:33:00.002+08:00

joy. -.- first it was a nose running all over town then comes time spent in bed = time wasted when i ALREADY do not do not do not, i repeat, do not have enough time.. Spent my day after math mock promos in bed under blanket and wake up only to discover i'm down with slight fever.. gah!

the time i wish i'm sick, i don't exactly get sick.. now that i really don't need this, i get it.. GAH! THANK YOU very much ah.. feeling better today but somehow there's this 'i am still sick' taste in the mouth.. =/ and so.. i'm still wasting time 'healing'..

oh wells.. i shall enjoy my life momentarily and later regret it tomorrow.. so TADA! =]

teacher's day photos!

2008-09-02T21:45:00.002+08:00

Just been to Mabel's blog and saw the teacher's day photos!!! =D =D =D

sarah.sheena.ling lao shi.jon.jess.yiting.jiacheng

(from left to right)

part of 2/11 together with ling lao shi!! mans.. missed those times in that class.. just noticed something, we're all from 412 as well, EXCEPT FOR JON! haha! Ostracising him.. XD

yiting.jess my nu er.mabel.jiacheng.Mrs Chang.sarah.me!

.sarah.elaine(vice-chair).charmaine.jiacheng.rosary.mrs chang.sheena.jess.mabel.yiting(chair).

and we see more of 412 (07)!

Lazy to blog about the day.. =/ So.. Tada!

do you believe in it?

2008-09-02T21:09:00.005+08:00

"you'll know it's love when you touch the hand"
-Cinderella 3: A Twist Of Time-

Went to school in the morning.. Mans! couldn't wake up this morning.. All e way to school for a 40 mins make up AQ test which we could have been done at home.. haha! Didn't expect to see anyone i know but saw Si Ian.. He missed the content quiz.. We were there on time but didn't exactly start the test until 20 mins later.. lol.. but any o how, i like the freedom we had for the test.. =/so technically, it wasn't a test.. hahas!

Just watched Cinderella 3 on disney channel.. mans, i was surprised to see cause i never did expect a third Cinderella story.. i thought the second one was probably already the MAX.. but.. they did it once again! (this line is supposed to be a compliment but somehow when i reread this line it's sounds sarcastic.. So, i'm telling you here, "It's a compliment!" =P) but a bit not as perfect as the first though this time cause the sister, Anatasia, was supposedly already with the Baker if it's according to what happened in the 2nd story but they only showed them together at the end of the entire story and Anastasia was not together with the Baker in the beginning of this story.. So, it's like some parts linked to the 1st & 2nd stories of Cinderella but some parts not.. o.o abit the not consistent.. =(

Oh wells.. and that phrase/line you see up there as said by the King.. Cute as usual.. =] seriously cute cause he's like a child.. so innocent in thoughts.. XD

Who can resist a fairytale ending? "and they live happily ever after (again..)" that was what they said at the end of the movie.. =D

motivation!!

2008-09-01T21:45:00.002+08:00

today.. has not been very productive.. =.=
the most productive thing was probably just my stomach.. eating all the way..
eat & eat & eat & eat & eat...

thus, the biggest change after this week would probably be my weight.. gosh.. O.O

my motivation.... where r u?? =[
dont run so far away~~
COME BACK THIS INSTANT!!

PHOTOS

2008-08-31T17:10:00.011+08:00

OMG!! I SHALL ADD THIS SECTION IN CAUSE I JUST REALISED THAT THIS IS MY 100TH POST! GOSH! AFTER HOW LONG?! LOL.. =/ Been having this blog for ages but until now then 100 posts.. lol.. XD anyways.. yeah.. thought i should dedicate this part to my lovely blog which is PURPLE.. [Wheeee~] It's a 100th post old..

FINALLY UPLOADED AFTER SO LONG A WAIT.. -.-

okies.. first up, a photo of ....

Osmanthus Cake!! AFTER SO LONG (YEARS and i really mean years of waiting) A CRAVING I HAVE, i finally got to eat it! WHEE!

if you have a sweet tooth like me or have a craving for something delicious, please go to Shangri La Hotel, the chinese restaurant for this wonderful dessert..

Advice: eat it slowly.. =P

OKAY! NOW! we proceed onto some photos taken the SINGAPORE FLYER!!

LALAA!ET!!

ET looking as EMO as ever..

Prediction: she's gonna kill me after she sees this photo.. O.O

~the miniature Singapore Flyer~

Thirdly, back tracking a little to June Holiday's Genting Trip...

B1 & B2 with their gigantic Candyfloss in the night at Genting during June Holidays!

-Xin-Sheen-Val-Vian-

Moving on... photo taken at Special Awards.. Finally saw them after such long time! =D Hehehe!

me, mummy, xiao mei

okay.. my mouth was full with food! i'm a glutton! what can you expect..

Next! photos from yesterday's outing with Khrist, Hui Qi mummy, Janice, Amanda,Lynette they all.. Lazy to type out everyone who was there.. =/ oh wells.. our much talked about trip finally came true.. before hui qi goes to uni!

we were supposed to act pa kia but i think we were almost all on the verge of smiling/laughing...

me.khris.bervyn.jermayne

Siblings!! =] one of AMANDA's rare shot! and this girl rocks, i tell u!

Khrist & bervyn

man! i look so old beside her!

with Khrist!! my xiao mei mei!

Presenting.... JANICE!

janice was like "WHY YOU TAKE MY LEG?!" lol..

a shot without Janice's BEAUTIFUL leg.. XD

khrist-janice-lynette

they were saying "look! all with glasses!!" lol... and i don't look me..

-hui ping, moi, khrist, hui qi-

TADA! and that was yesterday! mans.. it was damn fun.. after that had a pretty long chat with khristine on the MRT.. =] Oh oh! joined mom and grandma after that for a pretty short dinner then met Joshua outside JEC.. Suddenly he stood in front of me with that super BIG grin.. And we chatted for about less than 5 mins before parting.. and before we left i turned and saw his friend and

his friend was like, "You remember me?"

then i blank blank stare.. O.O

ehhh... was gonna say "Not really.."

But his friend said this first, "you don't remember me ah, teacher?"

and i was o.O JOY! DO I LOOK THAT OLD?! (AFTER THOUGHT)

poem =]

2008-08-31T16:51:00.002+08:00

they call this illness "will do everything under the sun but her work".. but oh wells! had this dying temptation to write this...

each time we pass by each other along those corridors,
each time i can't stop but smile to you.
each time i see that return smile of yours,
each time i felt like my heart just flew..

my heart, it never fail to melt
at the sight of that special smile.
a feeling that i've never felt,
you make me feel like i've ran a mile.

i dedicate this poem only to you,
in hope to bring back that precious sight,
i'm telling you now how i feel
all these amongst the shinning light.

Okay.. Maybe it sounds a little weird? long time since i've written a poem mans.. used to be for literature... ah wells.. next post i'm gonna blog about, will have loads of picture if i'm not too lazy to upload!

nameless sweet...

2008-08-18T21:50:00.002+08:00

outing at the flyer, crying session at the movie, neos at this shop where the shop assisstant guy probably thinks we're weird or rather i'm weirder.. how i wish all this could have lasted longer..

nameless sweet.. wonderfully invented by my designer.. lol.. how much more ccreative can you get? HAHA! faints! SO SWEET! XD

sea

2008-07-03T22:30:00.003+08:00

thank you for being there for me, thank you for encouraging me and thank you for trying your best to put that smile back on my face..
my friends...

have you ever felt like you're swimming?
swimming in a boundless sea?
not even able to see the other side of the coast at all?

have you ever felt like you were so sad but touched at the same time?
even when your friends were all there for you?
all their encouragement and support there but seems so far away from you that you can't catch them in time?

have you ever felt so hopeless, so helpless?
like everything you've done seems to be of any use?
felt like you're gonna just stop at that very spot which you've been standing on since the starting?

all these questions..
no.. i'm not emo-ing.. i'm just,
plain tired,
plain disappointed,
plain hopeless,
plain afraid,
plain discouraged.

drowning.
clinging onto that last bit of light with that last bit of strength.
armed with every last bit i have, fight on the war...

you know it's not everything,
you know there's still that glimpse of hope,
you know you're not alone.

the 2nd last day of holidays

2008-06-21T10:41:00.002+08:00

i made a selfish decision. i know i did.

because i thought about so many things after the test. i'm not wonder person, i'm failing in every aspect.. regardless whether it's acadamic wise or committment wise.. feel like i'm going through another phrase of 'O's again where there's so many things going on i feel like i'm just chasing aimlessly behind forever just being able to catch a glimpse of the things before they disappear into the dark turn right ahead. =[ i'm tired, exhausted, drained. i want to put in my best for everything but i know i'm not doing so for anything.

keep telling myself to hang on there, it'll all be alright soon. it's only gonna be temporary; all these stress but seems like it's eating me up faster than i can take it.. complain complain complain.. tsk tsk.. sheen sounding like a complain queen again.. gosh..

can't take it anymore, just feel like reliefing all that bags on me for a moment, just a little moment and go back to that sembawang beach again.. the sight where i fell in love with last december, the calming and yet, oh so beautiful sea... just imagining the sound of the wave washing up the shore,leaving footprints along the sand.. the joy and the laughter which came from successfully flying the kites, so innocent and pure.. but the feeling's different now, i guess.. it's supposed to be the satisfaction gotten from all the things i do, how can i compare..

whenever i think of sec school, that line haunts me.. i feel ashamed.. i want to do something, i want to ask about it but somehow, i don't.. i just simply rest my lazy butt on the chair and not do anything.. sometimes, i envy people.. how come they are able to manage time so well? they look like they have 48 hours a day while i only have 12 hours. maybe it's myself..

just gotta tell myself i guess, stop emo-ing, sheen.. enough is enough.. you've got no time to emo..

2008-06-20T01:43:00.004+08:00

omg.. math common test.. just take my life.. i rather die now.. -.-

mugged so hard for it but flunked it like no one's business.. make me emo the entire day.. esp. after it until 6A's gathering halfway.. got teased until forgot for a while.. -.- seriously.. i've got enough scandals where ever i go.. mans.. suddenly don't know WHY became target for attack today.. must be all JR's fault!! ad my fair share of kicking him though.. HAHA.. and he says i'm not the only one who kicks him until like that.. lol.. good job!

Was late in meeting them again.. played pool, went to TCC to celebrate Jeremy's birthday & then go for dinner as per norm AGAIN! Lol.. jing reong was a little more (or rather tryin to be) serious during earlier part of the meeting and Qi Zhi was especially more talkative than the last gathering.. lol.. that one who wants to be model but who's afraid of the camera! LOL! and we moved tables during our pool session cause our usual table was taaken up! SNAP! ended up with a table next to the cupboard! 1st time, i hit the cupboard, all laughing.. -.- then when everyone else starting hitting it, we decided to shift table.. lol.. shifted to the one with sofa and qi zhi literally DIVED into it.. HAHAHA! today's gathhering only had 7 including myself.. Saw Jerem after so long.. He's so pro at pool!! gosh! shot 4 in a row... O.O took some photos and a video at TCC and NYDC when we went there for dinner!! shall post them soon! =] dun wanna blog too much details! i shall sleep! esp. since i'm really drained... lol.. feeling better now.. play viwawa with Sam and owned them very coolly in one of the round!! XD

Bbut must not forget to thank quite a few people for attempting to cheer me up though regardless whether it was through sms, msn or other means like indirect suaning me.. =]

mood:emo until cannot emo le

NEW BLOGSKIN!!

2008-06-17T23:13:00.005+08:00

whooo!!

NEW BLOG SKIN!! BEST OF ALL, IT'S PURPLE PURPLE PURPLE! BUT NOTHING'S TOO PURPLE for moi!! XD

gah.. so busy these days.. trying to catch up.. =[ but it's the end of the holidays already!! oh no!! sobs.. lesighs.. anyways, if you guys are free, please do drop by http://www.trilympics.wordpress.com/! i have loads of pledgecards to sell!! it's $2 each, please help to buy, sell to your friends and family, come down for the event, advertise, anything!! =] thanks!

EG's moving up to the 4th level, good and bad.. bad, can't go there anytime we want now a days.. good, more room for business!! EXPANSION!! WHOOO! and there's loads of scandals in EG now.. tsk tsk.. more couplings.. XD

*i need to shop!! gah* (i sound like a shopperholic -.- but no, i'm not.. i seriously need to get some stuff..)

Nice movies to watch!! but no time!! gah.. point to note, KUNG FU PANDA IS A GREAT SHOW TO CATCH! MUST WATCH! HIGHLY RECOMMENDED! if you dun watch, be ready to regret it.. tsk tsk tsk.. XP can't wait to catch Narnia! and i officially think it's damn cool to go Genting with cousins esp. to the theme park! XD This is especially when your cousins scream with you throughout coaster rides for no apparent reasons, regardless whether it's scary or NOT..

the best drama: you guys end up sounding like a choir halfway through the ride screaming at different intervals OR when you guys scream like nuts in a mall on a small coaster ride and the people sitting in front of you turn back to stare at you cause it's not even scary.. IT'S A STRAIGHT ROUTE AT THAT TIME! yeah.. craziness... but pure genunine fun and time off from everything else..

AND AND AND! i met Jian Bin at Genting Theme Park entrance.. LOL! i was like "is that him??" but decided not to embarass myself just in case it's not him.. and he turned around and stare back in wonderment.. then we just stood at the entrance and blocked that area.. HAHAHA!

LOADS OF GATHERING this week!!! esp 6A's gathering.. LOL! 2nd time in less than 1 week..

flies away to study for math common test which is during HOLIDAYS! -.-

PC outings

2008-04-08T22:48:00.002+08:00

before i kena another time, i shall blog about PC outings with seniors on sat after the rah rahing session for YOG at VJC! but i shall blog about that day too! WOAH! it rocks! was standing in front with Benny during YOG at VJC and thanks to him, Jie Heng & joanne.. Mans.. they took care of me.. And thanks to Mr Leow too! and the teachers who went there & of course the seniors! Apple was fantastic at the YOG rah rahing session as usual.. one of the VJC coucillors said that he was good... =] Saw on tv about the event in the night on the news.. Saw Peng Tiong & Benny both on TV.. they were both beside me.. hahaha.. standing in between them then... lalalal~ took pictures as a whole group after that and everyone got a little zi high!!

then after that, in summary, after burp came back with Jessica's birthday cake, it was raining so heavily & with courtesy of Leslie & some facilitators from CDAYL camp, Gadis, Dom, burp & i was sheltered from the HDB's traffic lights there to the coffee shop there.. then Leslie very funny.. He didnt know whether to go with us or to go with his friends cause we said PC lunch at Mac with seniors.. but then it wasn't the whole PC too so... yeah.. said sat's lunch was only a few people lah.. so yeah.. WE MUST MUST MUST HAVE PC MEAL TOGETHER!! then walked to Mac there, got even wetter & finally reached Mac!! so hungry when we reached there then we immediately bought FOOD!! chit chat-ed, gossiped / made scandals & crapped.. And of course! Made LOADS OF NOISE!! Wahaha! i think we were the noisest there.. but then, it was FUN!

was sitting in the canteen with Joel, Benny, Cheri & Mr Chua when Joel said the joke, woah.. Damn funny.. something about the fork and bedsheets.. the best thing: i was drinking grass jelly then.. couldn't swallow it down cause i was too busy laughing.. And Benny was worried i would spit the whole thing out.. hhahas!

SCANDALS

2008-04-08T22:30:00.003+08:00

here to blog!!!

had a long day of lessons.. Econs make-up.. finally understood something completely in dunno how long.. oh mans.. having lecture tests coming up & i haven got a single idea on my subjects.. GG! been going to EG room these 2 days to collect consent form & to update particulars.. SO DEAD!!

tsk tsk tsk.. heard from peng tiong there was FLIRTING session lah today at around LT2 there.. oh mans! poor Nat!! dun be too sad, kaes? =P Wahahahhas.. To Nat & scandal partner, ahem : here's the special part for ya! dun have too many rah rah sessions!! *winks winks*

brain dead now.. can't think at all.. but then MY PI!! gah.. i need to stop time so i can catch up on hw & lessons.. it's running way too fast for me to chase after it.. =[ been a little out of touch with friends as well!

wad can i say.. i feel damn guilty lah.. sorry & thank you so much for helping us clear the ops room & deco..

CDAYL

2008-03-30T12:43:00.003+08:00

It's the end of the CDAYL [Cultural Diplomacy Asian Young Leaders] Convention! Oh mans! there's this part in my heart that really wants it to continue on and on.. Gonna miss all the people i've been working and having fun with.. Though it's kinda fustrating sometimes but by the end of the camp, i must say it's been a really fruitful one! Definitely no regrets about joining this camp as a Planning committee.. i must say i joined the camp not expecting to be the camp IC at all... Tried hard not to screw things up and i must say without the help and support from everyone ; teachers, seniors, PC, facilitators & friends i wouldn't have survived through it.. Kinda lost contact with the outside world for quite a moment, forgetting birthdays and all... Would like to apologise deeply for it! time to switch back to study mode but it seems really tough! have to do it any o how, so... to everyone still in camp mode, jia yous! =] time to catch up with friends again!

And now, the special thanks to:

Mr Ng, Mr Tan, Mr Chua, Mr Choo, Mr Mark - thanks so much for all the help and sorry for the bombard-ments of calls & questions everytime.. would like to apologise for the troubles throughout too.. Thank you for giving this platform to learn so many things!

Nat, Bing Qi, Peng Tiong, Xin Yi, Vivien - Ahhh!! Thanks so much for all the help during the camp!! Seems like you guys always kena tekan cause of us.. so sorry.. especially for troubling you guys all the time! thanks for all the care & concern during the camp! you guys really let me learn alot alot of things from you throughout this camp!

PCs - firstly, i would like to express many thanks to you guys! seems like i keep asking you to do stuff non-stop.. you guys really supported me throughout the camp cause even when you're tired, you were there to help me, there to ask me to rest well and everything.. secondly, i'm so happy to see all of us bond so much closer compared to the first few times and during LINE camp.. i felt so warm when i see all of us sitting in Lt3 on friday night exposing our angel and mortal game, all the sandals & jokes.. for that time, i really felt like we were a family sitting down together after a long battle... i wasn't really sure if we were bonded before that but you guys really convinced me that we all know we belong together.. Pardon me for not being very attentive to you guys during the camp; i know i did not exactly spend much quality time bonding with you guys during the camp but what i wanna say is that I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS! thirdly, i would also like to say you guys really improved alot compared to the first few time.. and i seriously mean it.. =]

Xu Yao, Hanisah, Jessica, Razak, De Yan, Rachel - a BIG BIG BIG thank you for your help during the camp.. esp. for the uncountable instructions and changes you have to pass down to your fellow facilitators in your family! thank you for being so strong, you guys really helped me a big deal... and another sorry for making you run from family spots to LNM all the time! Heh!

Facilitators - despite the small amount of us left, i could see that the amount of commitment and willingness to help increased.. Even though we were a small group, i know many of us are strong because you guys had to take care of more particpants due to the lack of manpower.. so i would like to say thanks to all of you, it's because of you that this camp can let particpants enjoy, it's because of you that our particpants bonded together with each other despites the country differences and school differences... So, thank you to ALL!

Sai Gang Warriors AKA SGW - you guys really help out alot.. from the games which games com planned to the events SCDC was in charged of.. you guys are really bonded and don't worry, you'r not left out at all because it's hard to forget a batch of dedicated & always willing to help guys! because all of you were always around to help out as much despites the tiredness esp. on the last day of camp when you were all exhausted from the previous day's non-stop events, all of you still stood by to help out for the lantern making competition... REALLY THANK YOU! Rest well, yeah? Treat your sunburns.. But dun worry, you guys still look good! ;]

Food Functional Group - ahhh! thanks for all your help & sorry for rushing you guys all the time for the food.. i know it'd really tough to rush out 500 portion of food each time within an hour but you guys always rushed as fast as you could and not giving up each time.. Thank you for always being there for each meal we have because i know how it feels to be unable to be part of the events because you have a duty to do while everyone else is at the event together.. the hardwork that you guys put in is not something that everyone will know and remember but i admire you for your dedication to standby the food point to portion the food each time!

Loggers - thanks for all the help... even though we didn't have much chance to work together i would still like to say thank you because you had a part in making this camp what it is today..

Participants - you have been excellent campers! i was so surprised when i saw your spirit on Wednesday because i was shocked to see you guys being able to break out of your comfort zone so quickly and cheer together with your LG mates and everyone... the loudness of your cheers showed me your willingness because i could hear the enjoyment you'r experiencing as you cheer along with your facilitators.. For that, i would really say thank you for being such wonderful campers! when i see the smiles and hear your laughters during the camp and at the time the camp break even though you were exhausted, it really warms my heart!

Everyone - TAKE A GOOD REST!! SLEEP WELL! =]

LEADERS! *raise hands* DISMISS *claps claps* LEADERS!

P.S HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MARCUS!! sorry for the late-ness!

shadows~

2008-03-01T00:12:00.006+08:00

25th FEBRUARY (my day!)
firstly, i would like to say thank you to all who wished me happy birthday.. XD yeah.. and thanks for the feedings of blueberry cheesecake and for the cheesecake from YingQuan.. my stomach was bursting after finishing it cause before that i already ate one whole plate of rice! And i think that news in JJC spread fast! lol! cause many were wishing happy birthday after that.. ahhh.. secondly, thanks to shadows for singing happy birthday to me so many time too.. LOL.. i was just sitting on the floor grinning... and ET came all the way down to JJ to visit me and to pass me pressie.. omg.. Yeah.. ALL THE WAY FROM CJC! cause we were planning to go out but had shadows meeting in the afternoon so i kinda pang seh-ed her when we were supposed to watched movie.. went to Da Paolo to eat pasta and 2am desert at Holland V there with my family.. WHEEE~~ i think i busted my dad's wallet on that day.. =/ heh! oh wells!

26th FEBRUARY
i saw people doing yoga while i was sitting at the entrance of the hall.. haha! =X let's not talk about the lectures.. *winks winks* Slept outside the room at the concourse there with Cheri & Kin Onn and became buffet for mosquitoes! joy! i kept scratching my hands while sleeping..

27th FEBRUARY (O2 CAMP DAY 1!)
1st day of CAMP! was pretty busy with Song Singing Session Deco.. Rushing through everything.. so last minute.. =( And i would like to say sorry all the SCDC attaches.. kept rushing you guys and keeping u guys back.. pai seh pai seh... but then i heard compliments about the deco, so... credit does to you all mans! and of course to Hui Fang sia! super tired by the end of the day..

28th FEBRUARY (O2 CAMP DAY 2!)
Woke up just 15 mins before the time to gather.. so was like rush rush rush!! Rushing for JJ night deco again today.. but i think JJ night's deco was more hectic than song singing's.. we were so behind schedule and all.. felt so helpless & like a failure cause i didn't plan everything properly.. sat under tables for JJ night! seriously an experience to have while the floor was shaking like crazy due to all the jumping and then Cheri accompanied me after mass dance session.. she sneaked in durin the chicken dance part cause it was the only time it was so chaotic and messy that not many would notice her going off the stage and into the extended stage.. lol.. and shafik joined us underneath momentarily cause he had to pass the microphones to Gadis & Syira.. funny guy..

29th FEBRUARY (O2 CAMP DAY 3!)

some of the shadows woke up late.. (i woke up late again..haha..) at 6.11am when we were supposed to gather at 6.15am.. so everyone was rushing to go down immediately.. lesighs... Kinda saddening.. it was the last day for us.. feels like we're bonded together despites the differences & conflicts throughout our entire time.. it was E-web today.. mass crying session and i think i kinda screwed it up as clicker.. Didn't dare to leave the lappy.. cause i was afraid the lyrics would be needed so didn't have the chance to spend my time during e-web with shadows.. missed the e-web with them too cause i was needed to help out for the sms system too.. but then some of them came to the lappy there to give a hug and stuff.. that's when the droplets started to flow out like no one's business.. screwed it up today.. it was supposed to be emo emo one then i had to click wrongly and got to the soap soap song.. -.- was panicking there cause everyone was laughing when it was emo-ing time.. gah.. i keep screwing things.. sat beside SiIan throughout the emo part cause his OG was behind the lappy.. lol.. so qiao.. he was tapping me and saw him sitting there.. kinda surprised and cold i think.. pai seh.. not on purpose one.. we had super short debrief after E-web.. and i love the helium balloons lah! very pretty~~ it gave the hall the approperiate atmosphere.. After it was lunch time together!! super hungry cause all of us skipped breakfast and the nasi lemak looked super nice when i walked past it on the way to toilet! Smelled so damn good! made me even hungier.. hahas! ast but not least, after lunch, it was scandal gossip time! Kena so many time.. thanks to TK most of the time.. gah... and you can definitely see the relaxation among us cause we were crapping and stuff with mr choo.. best of all, he even joined in the suan-ing and was laughing all the way! joy.. -.- lol.. last but not least, it ended with balls.. HAHA! goodness gracious...
-our last day as shadows together-

1st MARCH
this day was major sleeping day! woke up at 12 plus 1 but i keep falling asleep.. -.- seriously.. after buying my uniform i sat on the edge on my bed, was playing around with my phone one.. then, 3 hours later all i heard was my mom calling me up from bed for dinner at around 8 plus.. 2nd time, after dinner, i was still in outside clothes but i was so tired i fell asleep again! Met some people at the uniform shop too.. so funny.. stand there chit chat chit chat.. oh oh oh! and i finally got the chance to get buddy's present le! lalala~~

17 17 17!

2008-02-25T00:36:00.002+08:00

lalala~~

thought i should blog a little cause there's more than just spider webs around.. o.o heh! oh wells! Been quite busy these days with OGL and stuff.. O2's coming!! WEDNESDAY!! jia yous jia yous! XD been great hanging out with the shadows and OGL and no forgetting 08S14 even though some of us have left.. =( we can still keep in contact!!

It's gonna get busier!! So.. hahaha.. it's probably gonna snow here again.. Might need more than a shover to get rid of all the snow then, a bull dozer? XP oh wells.. let's enjoy the day 1st!

-get high & smiles-

short

2008-01-08T22:11:00.000+08:00

LALALA! i shall just post a short one..

Shall update more some days soon.. Now too lazy & tired..Lectures started le.. Today,we had our 1st GP lecture.. -.- << this was the state everyone's eyes were in.. can barely open! Kept switching positions, drinking water & popping the sweet that JunKai gave to each of us to keep awake.. the 1 hour lecture was soooooooooooooooo long... Cheri even more pro! She already fell asleep within the 1st 15 mins of the lecture.. hahas! After which, we had Econs.. Econs was pretty good.. Quite interesting.. Perhaps because it's NEW & had something to do with business... oh wells.. And chinese lecture.. we were let off early! So many people pon lesson.. hahas.. i almost did too.. Jess crash our math lecture! wahhaa!

=X something to lighten up this boring post lah! PHOTOS!
OG 14 with OGLs on the monday after camp!

OG 14 again!

OG 14

2008-01-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

JJ ORIENTATION WAS GREAT! =]

OG 14, FAMILY 3 ROCKS MY LIFE!

so late le.. i shall blog more about camp tomorrow! lecture starting tomorrow!! XD Taking H2 physics, Chem, Math and H1 Econs!!

suffering from post camp effects le.. it's called ZI HIGH! XD say cheer until like siao ding dong like that.. hahas!

happy 2008..

2008-01-01T16:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

it's a new year, supposedly a new beginning, a new chapter, a new part of the story to be written on a fresh page.. but i'm looking back.. i shouldn't be but i can't help looking back and think.. everything that happened, good or bad... i laugh at happy memories and can't help feeling sad when those sad past flashes past in my mind.. So, now.. i guess i wanna stop here, turn the page over to start afresh and take my happy memories with me but leave the others where it is.. where it stays written in my story/book/the previous chapter and now where else.. i'm not denying of its existence.. i saw this line somewhere before [aka YiTing's blog], Don't cry because it happened, smile because it's over... so, i guess.. be glad of whatever decisions i've made and look forward! =] cause no matter what happened, cry, let go and smiles because it's over.. sometimes there'r regrets when u made a decision but then look ahead because that's the way nature wants everyone to do.. that's why our eyes are in front and not at the back of our heads!

And just in case you guys start thinking, i'm perfectly okay [not emo-ing! just a way to pen off 2007 and start 2008] it's a new year! it's the 1st day of 2008, my 17th chapter in my story! =] they say people around our age is supposed to have the best times of their lives! So, get high & smiles! =P

MERRY CHRISTMAS in advance

2007-12-15T03:26:00.000+08:00

HELLO =]

MERRY CHRISTMAS (in advance!!)
flying off tomorrow le.. oh wells.. gonna miss so many people & so many activities! XD But any o how, BE GOOD CHILDREN! SANTA'S ON HIS WAY ALREADY! XP

miss my buddy so much! haha.. i delicate this part to you! =] we shall catch up again soon [very very soon!]

Been going to many 6A gatherings this holidays!! Glad that there's so many this holidays.. Suddenly, all of us, looking back at the wonderful, sad, joyous moments we once shared together.. From a child, we grow up into what we are now... No matter how much each of us have changed, we loved each other for whom we truly are deep in our hearts! i guess it doesn't matter how many stoning sessions we have during our gatherings, i really treasure the times and gatherings we have now a days! =]

Going to miss the nanhuarians!! =( esp. peeps from 211 & 412 and definitely including my besties [ET, Sarah & my nu er, Jess] CareForce, EDC, Sky-garden Student Comm etc etc.. All the crazy times and laughters we shared.. All the memories from playing blind mice in sec 1 & throwing chocolates and sweets around class during lessons in sec 2, to being in the teachers' day musical in sec 3 & mugging together at the library in sec 4!

you guys piece up my life!!

=(

2007-12-06T14:15:00.000+08:00

i realised something when i saw something.

i start to think & i start to regret.. i think i've committed selfish sins.. caused the unhappiness that my close one suffers.. if you'r reading this, i would like to apologise.. for all the insensitivity...

=]

2007-12-04T18:56:00.000+08:00

lalalala~~

went to SPCA today... stayed with the cats... =] was kind of scared to go in at first but then after going in, found them super cute!! And julius [<< oh no.. i forgot how to spell his name le] was so adorable!! he was playing with my shoe lace when suddenly Mabel remembered that i shouldn't have worn shoes with laces.. Any O how!! my laces are still intact!! =X he was nibbling on the tip of my laces... o.o hahas.. then ehhh.. he kept on rubbing against my bag and playing with Mabel's blouse! Talking about her blouse, the kitten nibbled on her blouse until itt was wet!! hahaha! And i got scratched by Sammie.. T.T feel so sad le.. After that these 2 greedy pigs went to find old chunkies to buy curry puff!! WAHAHA!!

i realised something today~ Actually.. i realised many things today!! Glad i realised them i guess... =X

AND I LOVE SEMBAWANG PARK!! kite flying~~~ WHEEE~~ love the view!! PRETTY!! the wind - they blow away all your troubles and unhappiness n worries... =] it's my paradise there~ =]

mood = emo [i got it from ET.. XP Meant to make her feel guilty..]

3rd of dec is CNY

2007-12-03T08:19:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS CHINESE NEW YEAR! Cause sachi claims that my next post would only be during chinese new year so therefore, i proclaim today 3rd dec 07 chinese new year day! XP

Do not, i repeat, do not ask me why i am up so early blogging here when i only slept at 2 plus..
-.- Going out to meet yu nian, tick meng & ze ren later to talk about CareForce stuff at 9am supposedly.. But i reckon i'm gonna be pretty late again cause by e time wait for my kor... XP okay lah.. But now a days he aso very nice.. XP always give me a lift if possible de.. so.. haha.. lazy me lor.. Then later on of the day going to fly kite!! with Mabel, ET & maybe Marcus.. lol.. Lalala.. Went to Sarah's church yesterday after which we went shopping at Orchard.. She bought her tighs then we walked over to M&Ms house at shaw!! MABEL!! I KNOW WHERE'S THE M&M HOUSE LE & THE TALL TALL CHRISTMAS TREE IN TAKA ALREADY!! =X Bought the christmas mint crisps de!! Whee~~ Then paying up that time, that guy at the cashier called me an auntie!! gah!! T.T i shall quote wad he said to the little boy who he was talking to.. "Wait, okay? This auntie wanna pay..." Then i was like "auntie?!" loud enough for him to hear.. Which he then changed to "jie" or something like that.. O.O So i'm supposed to dresss up like a kid next time??

i felt so SADED last night.. all pang seh me in Audi.. -.- gah! Go in, ghost aso dun have... really no one at all can... Then call up Xin, tt girl tells me that she finished her time le.. ah bish! then SOMEONE, dunno who's tt SOMEONE who went for wedding dinner [maybe it's her own, then never invite us! XD] and also didn't come online last night... hahas.. Loads of things have been happening... Dun even know how to use words to describe them... Lesigh... If only... if only things weren't so complicated, maybe it would have been easier...

Thought of this sentence, this phrase, this whatever you call it on some random day and wanted to put it on my msn one, but i think too long to put it there, so i'm putting it here! XP I SAY 1ST HOR! there's no hidden agenda nor any one it is/was supposed to be targeted to.. thought i said this 1st, if not later i can already predict what will happen le.. HAHA! XP
[I breathe in, held my breath there... One second, two seconds, three seconds, four seconds, five seconds, six seconds, seven seconds, eight seconds, nine seconds, ten seconds, eleven seconds... ... I couldn't let my breath out... Cause i realised you took my breath away...]

LALAA

2007-11-30T11:47:00.000+08:00

LALALA DEE DUM!

I HAVE OFFICIALLY GONE BONKERS EVER SINCE AFTER 'O's! XD Wahahaha! sechedule so packed! So many things to do!! WHeee!! hmmm... for eg, ZOO, Grad night, Sentosa!, RED CAMP 4 [AYE AYE CAPTAIN! I'M A FELLOW VIKINGS!], Days out with Xin etc etc etc..

Oh wells.. Played pool with Mabel, Yi Ting, Marcus & Ek Neng yesterday... Finally learn how to play it properly le.. But that was after so many pai seh-ing incidents with the white ball.. XP But at least i finally managed to find tt stable position le! But any o how, playing pool is addictive! We started off with playing one table only then after Marcus, Yi Ting n i learnt how to play le then booked another table! Played for so long lor.. Lost track of the time.. So fast 6 plus le.. Then played Datona.. [<< is this how u spell it? o.O] Anyways, NO FAIR!! Both Mabel n i lost to Yi Ting n Ek Neng at e last second! And i really mean last sec.. Suddenly they just sped up n overtake before e game ended.. gah.. we played seperate games.. Cause Yi Ting couldn't join e game in time.. So Ek Neng n i one game, then Mabel n Yi Ting one game.. But both aso same scenario.. LOL.. yah.. And CRAZY ET won so many rounds in the 3 coloured buttons game.. i have no idea wad's e name but it's definitely insane.. SHE'S NOT HUMAN! XP Actually not human from e start aso lah.. Alien mah.. hahah! Then took a bus to Ang Mo Kio Hub with Mabel.. Walk walk around Fairprice Extra to look at the book shelves.. Then bought BUBBLE TEA!! And on e way to MRT saw food fair!! Waahahaha! so you should be able to guess wad happen le.. XD So tired after the whole day.. Almost could fall asleep while walking with Mabel..

Played audi last night & waited for Xin until i almost slept on e com le.. haha! Then turn out that girl's internet wire have problems! Then pang seh all of us in the battle party! LOL! So end up played 2 times couple battle party before deciding it was eating us all.. XD

Can't wait for tomorrow!! LALALA! DAY OUT WITH MY BUDDY, XIN!! =]

O LEVELS OVER

2007-11-14T00:28:00.000+08:00

heyya!

'O' LEVELS ARE OVER! XD

my mid autumn 07

2007-09-23T02:20:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!! PRELIMS ARE OVER! okays.. That's bad!! totally horribly bad bad bad... cause it means collection of results.. T.T i think this is probably worst time everytime.. oh wells.. ANYWAYS! we'r only going to collect our results on tuesday..

Went out with Jess & ET after physics paper 1.. VIVO!! yup... i think we spend quite alot on eating each time, ya know.. So, we order 1 main course & TONS & TONS & TONS of deserts! [i emphasis on the word "ton"] Especially the ispahan which we were trying to figure out how to pronounce to the lady since we didn't want to point to the picture n say "i want this".. yah.. then we went round looking n looking for stuff for grad night..

Went to mid autumn in school!! had fun giving out lanterns n lighting them in the huge wind!! And i managed to pick 6 marble balls dipped in oil in 1 min!! =] played all the games in the BB court except the one where u catch e guppies! -.-

Went out with Jess, ET and Sarah today at orchard before going to grandma's house for mid-autumn celeration.. played mah jong.. swapped places while playing cause vian & i were protesting against the unfairness!! XD haha! cause val won twice in a row because of yao sheng!! third time was my bad.. heh.. think i wasn't having any luck or so.. i didn't win a single game.. n i had to stupidly gave yao sheng wad he wanted in e last game.. ah bish. played with sparkles & candles! Xin & i successfully formed & lighted up our candles which formed a heart (no excess meaning to it) Wheee... And the funniest thing is probably the eating of dinner part.. we were playing mah jong halfway then ah yi came n said she bought sushi & salmon!! immediately, everyone(all the kids) chiong there n eat.. haha! then so comical!

oh wells.. tired le. i'm gonna pig now!! XD

sept holidays!!

2007-09-01T19:08:00.000+08:00

hello.

oh my goodness.. one month plus never blog already.. Thought i should blog yi xia cause my blog post part is super the duper duper duper DEAD!!! Oh wells.. Sept holidays already & today is the 1st day.. It's gonna be a very fast one week again, i guess.. Everyone must be chiong-ing bah.. soo... JIA YOUS SEC 4-s!! =] let's kick some ass-es in our prelims!! okay okay.. not trying to remind about the sad fact of our prelims but yeah.. it is coming.. oh mans.. Darn it!! LOL.. it's a short post.. yeah.. sorry.. cause i suddenly blanked out on what to post about..

=] lalalala

2007-07-28T09:31:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

i'm here to blog. eh. duh.. lol.. okay.. what can i say.. time is running out.. T.T heart beat racing!! goodness!! ahhhhh... SEE! YI TING! i nv only post "hello"! HAH! wahahaha! XD oh wells.. common test weeks for the sec 4 now... So, JIA YOUS EVERYONE!! =]

Keep saying "i can't believe left less than half a year then leaving this school le.." Gonna miss so many people... ='( And i shall say what i've been saying so often whenever i reach this topic.. my dad used to tell me that secondary school life pass like a breeze, before you know it it's gone le.. or something like that... haha.. can't remember the exact words.. Yup.. Didn't believe last time since my primary school life passed pretty slowly (*especially primary 1 to 4)... thought it was so wrong with the capital "R"!! hahaha.. if you watch 'The suite life of Zack & Cody', you'll understand the joke just now.. Until now...totally agree with it..

But.. oh wells.. since it's ending soon so treasure the remaining time together bah!! To all secs 4!!! ENJOY!! =] jia yous for whatever tests you have comin up!

-time seems to be running so fast, i can't catch up with it.. Lagging behind and i feel so tired trying to catch up with time.. Wished i could stop time and take a breath-

reflection

2007-07-10T17:04:00.000+08:00

watched a movie on HBO family yesterday.. "The Sisterhood Of The Travelling Pants" pretty nice movie... About 4 girls who pass this pair of jeans around to wear during the summer holidays and how amazingly this pair of jeans gave them the power to overcome their problems.. not really power kind of power but rather the kind of strength to stand up and face their troubles.. They were at different states so all they had were just this pair of jeans and a letter from the girl who wore it before herself... [of course! i do think they wash the jeans 1st...o.o somehow just wanted to write this bracket-ed note ^^] And in the end, one by one, they came back to their own state and helped whoever was still having problems... Quite a nice kind of ending.. inspired by it.. i hope? i think..
cannot wait to see wad would happen in bout 2 years time during that meeting.. =]

Ohs wells... ET back in school le.. =D wheee~~ welcome back girl aka "poxi" (if i did not spell wrongly, nick given by... SARAH! XD)

it's gonna be 90th anniversary dinner! actually... not as excited as i was for 88th, i guess.. too mixed up already, my feelings.. o.O

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

*thought bout it once again.. u played a part in my life.. but i'll smile for u, because i noe u'r happy*

l00kiNg baCk...

2007-07-05T22:47:00.000+08:00

PLEASE HELP TO SPREAD WORDS AROUND ABOUT THIS UPCOMING NOTICE TOO! GREATLY APPRECIATED!! LOOKING FOR A MISSING PERSON! FOR MORE INFOMATIONS, PLEASE GO TO THIS WEBSITE! THANK YOU VERY MUCH! http://mocha-afficionado.blogspot.com/ [Mabel's blog]

It's been almost 3 months since my last post! 3 months in 2 days! Just thought perhaps it's really time to update it a little.. You see, i'm kinda bored by the same post everytime i come so.. yah! i can imagine it for u too! =P Oh-s well!

i think i've done e ultimate! i deleted Auditions, while complaining to people on MSN.. Complain & complain & more complains! It'll be a good thing to do, i hoped. it better be! But! Any-o-how! i'm definitely downloading it again end of year!! WAHAHAA!! Okies! Enough about this...

looking back, time passes so fast.. It really scares me sometimes to see how time really flies.. Feel like just freezing time to stop for a breathe before moving on... So many people that changed, some many incidents that happened, so many new things we get to know and understand about the people around us... They say the older you grow, the more scary things look... Didn't they?

it's building up.. One layer by one layer, it just gets thicker and thicker... Sometimes, i just wonder how much thicker can it get... Is it even possible hold out until then? It gets tenser and tenser to see this going...

i knew i wanted to post something about something Yi Ting said to me on the phone quite a while ago, but i just can't remeber what it is about anymore! Guess, this is why i'm proudly the vice-president of the STM club! [P.S Yi Ting's the President! =P] Really miss haviing ya in school this 2 weeks!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO TICK MENG TOO!

EVENT OF THE WEEK : Mabel & i saw someone in the lift today, and both of us exclaimed, "OMG!!" Mabel says, "HOT!" >.<

2007-04-07T22:49:00.000+08:00

You Are The Magician

You are powerful and wise - beyond what anyone can see.

Deeply complex, you have the resources to connect to the spiritual and material world.

You posses the knowledge to manipulate your life and the lives around you.

You also have a great healing power, should you choose to use it.

Your fortune:

You have unhidden powers that you have yet to tap into.

Soon, you will better understand how to use your intellect and intuition.

Believe it or now, you will discover how you can manipulate yourself and others for good.

You are at the beginning of a path of spiritual enlightenment.

What Tarot Card Are You?

Your Brain is 67% Female, 33% Male

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

You Are a Realist

You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass.
You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is...
But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on.
You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.

Are You An Optimist or Pessimist?

SYF 07

2007-04-03T18:44:00.000+08:00

heyyas!

Had SYF today!! And i'm gonna post some photos taken today!! i think it was great. We did great! =] Wheee.. We didn't make any grave mistakes at least! Was so nervous at 1st but all's well now!! Chinese Orchestra had SYF today as well!
was feeling a bit emo just now.. tsk tsk.. And we didn't have Social Studies test today!

Mabel!! We were trying to get a shot of each other taking photo. Look @ her blog for the "me" side. haha!

Behind the scene shot!

A view from the audience

Zi Wei & i before he went for his SYF

Renu, Mabel & i

Elaine came to help! And Renu ran away knowing i'm going to take photos..

And Charmaine came together with Elaine to help after flag raising too~ And there's Mabel too! With Sarah spraying the hair spray at the camera! haha!

My twin [Yoke Ting] & i =)

=] Sonia & i

Sonia & Mabel

And i'm lazy to upload all the photos here.. Haha.. okies!! So.. that's all!

AND HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY SARAH!!

2007-03-21T20:15:00.000+08:00

YOOOOOOOOZ!

YAYS!! CAREFORCE INDUCTION TODAY WAS GREAT.. Even though it wasn't as many people as we expected, but still!! there were over 40 people!! =] And it proceeded smooth!! Even with all the last minute changes and emergency meetings (and not mentioning phonecalls until 1am.. i'm so sorry Tick Meng and Ze Ren)etc.. Heex.. Not many sec 4s went.. but still.. 108's class care reps, Jing Ying and Qin si(if i'm not wrong).. yup.. 406 care reps came too! can rmb them clearly cause they were the 1st 2 to come.. hahas.. yup..

Had E.lit in MRL too.. so very convienent, no need to move.. just needed to start the arrangments of chairs and table.. haha.. so by the time Ling lao shi came we were almost half way done.. =] AND SPECIAL THANKS TO MARCUS & SI IAN FOR HELPING TO MOVE THE TABLES OUT OF THE MRL! heez.. thank u so much guys! yup!

still quite worrried that few people will come before the whole thing.. especially at 1.30pm.. cause 1.20 only 2 people.. 1.25pm 4 people arrived so far.. Then suddenly at around 1.35pm! poosh! alot of people.. haha. so fast filled up the area.. reception table packed with people!!=)

Would like to express special thanks to everyone who helped out today! INCLUDING ALL THE EMCEES, USHERS, REFRESHMENT IN-CHARGES, GAME MASTERS, MR SEE (for giving us with e mic-s), Ling lao shi, Ms Seetoh, the hot drinks & snacks stall (for the wonderful refreshments especially chocolate puff), Mr Foo, our seniors who came back AND YU NIAN, TICK MENG & ZE REN!!!

very tiring day.. by the end of the day like soft shell crab le.. so lu-ah.. haha.. yeah.. didn't really listen in class today.. =x Had Drama after the induction programme.. Then Yi Ting pei-ed me after that.. while we were waiting for my mum.. haha.. so glad she was there..

Slogan : WE CARE FOR YOU

2007-03-12T18:35:00.000+08:00

HEYS!!!

okies.. got loads of things to say.. 1stly.. i'm peeling!! As in LIKE a SNAKE shedding!! yup! how nice right? hahas.. seems like a lot of ppl also either shedding too or quite badly burnt too.. from X-country day! BUT! so far! it seems i'm still e most cooked lobster OR aka saugage! But @ least it's not like plastic like Sunday when i went to church with Ying, Rui n Val..

So i went to school at 7.30 AM on this monday holiday! for english talks on compositions and compre! Which after that Yi Ting came to my house for some fun and supposedly studying.. And we ordered KFC cause we decided we couldn't find anything to cook for ourself.. always something missing.. like no tomato sauce to make pizza! and when i was ordering pizza, my DEAR Yi Ting just had to make us sound like a joke by saying in the lowest pitch she could "couple meal, darling!" -.- seriously, that guy over the phone was trying to laugh as LITTLE as possible.. HAHA! was throwing 'beanie' at her to make her zip up! And then we could finish e food cause apparently it was 4 chicken, 1 box pop corn chicken, one colestraw and one marsh potato [WHICH YITING SAID TO BE MARSH MALLOW!!!] And we had 3 battles while talking to Jin on MSN.. for the weirdiest reasons in the world! Then we couldn't finished up the day by Zi lian-ing with my new digi cam! seriously!

And congrats to CHARMAINE, ELAINE, KEN, WEIHAO, THEODORE, YUNIAN & CHINCHYE for getting top 20 in X-country aka road run!

the weather is really really really weird now a days.. in the morning, it can be super cold while in the afternoon, poosh! it's freaking hot.. as i said to Ying and Rui in the car on the way to grandma's house on Sunday, it's like in the morning you have to wear long sleeves and in the afternoon, you must rip the sleeves off to prevent heat stroke!

CHEER OF THE MONTH : hoah hoah hoah HOAH HOAH HOAH! 412 HOAH!

LESSON OF THE WEEK : MARSH POTATO IS PRONOUNCED AS MARSH MALLOW!

2007-03-07T18:44:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!

2nd post for today! =] i shall advertise my nu er's, Jess's blog!! Go and read!! hahaaha.. For more updates on Mdm Noridah's quote for today and etc!! hahaha.. basically.. 4 words..

TO LAND OF GREEN!

my nu er's blog rocks too! click on the "to land of green" to enter!

we have telepathy! hahas.. cause she tagged on my tag board to blog and poosh! the post immediately appeared! and same case for me too.. hahaha!

2007-03-07T17:51:00.000+08:00

Heyyyas! =]

okies.. i had officially pang seh my blog for almost one month le.. heh.. =x oh wells! commont test finally over! As in OFFICIALLY~~ for us.. i shall not comment on my common tests.. and

THANK YOU FOR THE BIRTHDAY WELL WISHES EVERYONE! =p
-i'm gonna copy yiting-

Incident of the month! - dramatic meeting of Jess and i at Taka's entrance. Who ever said this kind of things don't happen in real life? hahas.. seriously! so Drama! okies.. so here's the story.. i was late.. from lunch with mum and grandma.. then supposed to go from Orchard MRT to Wistma at 1st but then Jess went to Taka to get her bag 1st so we arranged to meet at Taka instead.

So i almost went the wrong way.. haha.. Was still wondering why it looked so weird and familiar cause that was the way i took to go Hilton Hotel last time then all i did was to SIMPLY TURN my head.. -.- Wistma Atria smacking right in my face! so i rushed rushed rushed.. Then finally reaching Taka le.. Going in already.. Stepping in.. And ring! my phone rang.. wanted to pick up my phone then suddenly Jess tapped my back and she was standing 2 steps behind me with her phone in hand.. And the most amazing thing! our backs against each other! She said that if she hadn't heard my ringtone, she wouldn't have seen me! hahaha! If she hasn't called or something we would have walked past each other without even knowing! honestly, if u were there to witness the whole scene you would be wondering if one of us was a guy, whether this scene came out from a movie... Then we went to crystal Jade for lunch or rather Dim Sum.. And then to Heeren to take neos! and met Yi Ting and Jin Xing for movie.. Watched Lady Iron chief.. Wanted to watch The Protege one but it's NC 16 and i was the only one able to pass through if they wanted to do a surprise check.. So we decided not to take the risk.. Saw the word "lady" on the booking screen so i asked what it was about and we decided to watch it.. RECOMMENDED!! VERY FUNNY MOVIE! plus! there's good hong kong actors and actresses in it.. Like Hacken Lee [Li Ke Qin] and Charmaine [She Shi Man] =)

HAHAHA. kinda sian now a days.. booked for the entire holidays already! going back to school every day.. yup.. right.. right.. RIGHT! -.- During reccess today, went to find Mr E.Tan to collect physics ten-years series (he told me to get one guy up to ban the books.. heavy books...) then i went with Yi Ting and Jess.. hahaha.. i said half and half mah.. there! haahaha.. Anyways, we didn't expect it to be so thick and compact.. so.. yah! called Si Ian to ask him to come down then he asked whether can get Jia Cheng instead.. Before i can even say anything, MACHO jess carried 20 of the books already.. haha!! yup.. Then Mr E.Tan said Si Ian no use one.. LOL.. Jess wanted to say something.. she wanted to say what about him leh? sit there also nvr help.. tsk tsk.. HAHAHA..

ROAD RUN TML!! =) meeting early at 6.30 at mac.. HAHAA!

valentine's day 07! =)

2007-02-14T20:50:00.000+08:00

Wheee!! yoz!!

okies.. i'm super high for now that is!! =) Hahaha.. Hmms.. today's Valentine's Day!! so to everyone out there, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!! yup! went to school with a bag of of goodies! hahas.. supposed to wake up early at 3 plus to do book reviews cause i slept early!! but didn't lah.. woke up only at around 4.30? hahas.. yah.. And i took like 2 hours to do 108's valentine''s day pressie in yesterday's afternoon!! HAHA.. But still.. so happy!! saw so many of them today!! talked to them too.. And i'm trying to remember their names.. haha.. Jing Ying's 108's class CareRep!! whee!! haha.. yeah.. had my chinese test today too.. So went there late then half the class gone le i think.. only left like mostly the girls.. only 3 guys! how nice! hahas.. think still got 17 left so.. Jess said tomorrow then we go their class again..

Should see wad Jess wrote on the whiteboard!! hahaha! hilarious!! And they were writing all the different kinds of food on the whiteboard.. Made me feel like eating.. Then complaining about Ya and was also saying that if have him for Math die le! One word.. Simple and short.. Fail! really.. if not fail then will be die!! ahahah..

Ahh.. Got quite a few V-day presents! i shall take a picture of them and post!! haha.. From Sarah, Jess, Shufen,Cheri, Jia Wen,Si Ian, Hui Wen and Shu Ying.. =] thank u! And Yi Ting for her cheesecake cum strawberry jelly jam! Muahaha!

Like to thank these wonderful friends again:
Sarah - Valentine's day special magic trick that's awesome! which will result in a hersey chocolate falling out of the card! dun ask me how.. it went from 2D to 3D! hahas..
Jess [my nu er] - for her special v-day note and chocolate bar!
Shufen - the super large big and cute lollipop which i can't bear to think of even putting into my mouth! =p
Cheri - for her heart-shaped cookie!
Jia Wen - lollipop and sweets that's very nicely wrapped!
Si Ian - for the pretty paper flower!! which has a square base!!
Hui Wen - 2 heart shaped gummies!
Shu Ying - gummy burger!!!
& last but not least, to everyone who wished me happy valentine's day!

It's so fast!! Few more days to chinese new year!! Whee!! think i maybe going back to primary school on friday with Sarah n hopefully pulling Yi Ting along.. ahaha! yup!! Hmms.. today.. had a frightening experience after i came home.. seriously.. weird too.. thank u Yi Ting for pei-ing me through..

Oh! & thanks to those who supported me through last week especially on Monday! thanks so much! =] feels great to have u guys as my friends!! & Lin lao shi said that our proposal passed le!! wheee!!! only some changes in the dates.. ;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VALENTINA!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUI SHAN!!!

CNY COUNTDOWN : 4 DAYS!

Macbeth!! ahaha!

2007-02-09T20:10:00.000+08:00

heys..

kinda feeling empty these few days.. a part of my life missing.. just the missing.. someone said that i just need some time to get used to it.. maybe.. Don't know what to say.. haha.. well.. today's collection of 'O' levels results! heard that the seniors did very well! so, eh.. pressure? hahas.. E.Tan down there saying that we muz maintain the standard or do even better and blah during one lesson.. And this year's results is good! Can one! =) -forced smile- ok! try the best lor.. Jia yous everyone!

Had social studies and history test today! A-math test postponed to Monday.. Luckily.. Had Malay in the hall.. And nothing much interesting happened today i guess... Except!! Lit!! AHAHA! omg. the movie.. haha! YiTing n i were pretty much looking out for any cute guys acting but.. okies.. none.. Jess described it as the oldies kind.. hahha! And Lady Macbeth looked the only normal one to us INITALLY! i emphasis on the word initially.. cause after the moment of "unsex me" which e whole class was waiting for, we changed our views! hahaha! it seriously should be rated an at least M18! Mdm Norida was like "o-k! Guys(males) close your eyes! don't see!" HAHHAHA!!! so we'r gonna continue watching on act 2 in the library on monday! hmms..

so.. have a nice day and goodbye! =p

aNd.. OnE moRe thIng.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI YI!!

*mabel bakes nice delicious apricot pie!!

CNY COUNTDOWN : 9 DAYS!

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2007-02-06T19:23:00.000+08:00

hi-s...

okies.. so i shall really post a few sentences as charmy suggests! Kinda got a shock on Monday morning.. Really a bad start for a day! seriously.. it seems like it was meant to be for me to overhear that.. Perhaps.. Or not..

Life's a mystery.. A sherpard leads you.. to a place where there's no more crying, no more pain... Life's so vulnerable..

CNY COUNTDOWN : 12 DAYS

the power of love! =)

2007-01-19T21:51:00.000+08:00

helloo!!

today went back to school n i was greeted by 2 bumps! how nice! My legs were already kinda jelly from the medicine n stuff.. Then i left the car.. walking towards 412 row.. Then suddenly Li Jie came dashing towards my direction from out of nowhere! his shoulder hit my the side of my forehead and ouch! it hurts.. seriously.. pain! Then i walked to the row.. found jess and Yi Ting.. squarted down, tok to them and complaining to them about Li Jie as i rubbing my forehead! i was still carrying my bag, then i stood up and some girl just like swept past me and knocked me on the shoulder.. -.- like.. arhhh! i'm already very wobbly especially after the medicine.. fell on Jess.. heex.. pai seh nu er! Then they say i very dao mei.. i just come to school only kana knocked by 2 ppl le.. then i was still saying before flag raising already got 2 bumps le... okies.. enough bout tt.. Then Mabel went up with me and then opened the classroom blah blah blah.. haha.. saw the stacks of things under my desk.. i'm so dead... haha.. oh! And we were supposed to have sterilisation for our classroom apparently!

tHEN HEARD A LITTLE ABOUT mRS cHANG'S scariness.. And e ridiculous part about e branded shoes part.. shalln't tok more!!

And most imptly!! i learnt something today!! =) "The power of love is so powerful!!" haha.. ok.. yah.. The main reason y i'm posting at this time! haha!

P.S Mabel! i'm no jelly!!

AND PROUDLY PRESENTING : FUN QUOTE OF THE DAY! SAY THIS AS FAST AS YOU CAN! "MY PURPLY WATERMELON-BANANA FRUIT JUICE!"

CHINESE NEW YEAR COUNTDOWN : 31 DAYS!

sian sian sian

2007-01-18T14:53:00.000+08:00

heys!

kinda feeling really bored and sian.. Not really in a high mood anymore today.. Woke up today around 10 plus.. Really late cause i slept at around 1 plus! Haha.. And i woke up cause of a nightmare u can say.. if not, i know i would be sleeping until even later.. Going back to school tomorrow again.. Should have gotten one more day of MC.. like 2 days of MC then go back to school then got the weeekend.. Gonna be really busy over the weekend.. got sky garden meeting on both saturday and sunday.. =) haven seen them for quite some time cause i missed the last meeting cause i had drama training! Oh wells.. Heard from Yi Ting that there's lots of hw! so wish me luck man! hahaha.. Oh! Have i mentioned that out of the 4 medicine i have to eat, 3 of them are pinkish! hahaaha! And when i was collecting my medicine, i was still wondering if the doctor thinks i like pink a lot.. I kept looking at what i was wearing to check if i was wearing all pink.. No.. i wasn't! instead i was wearing all white.. except my flip flops which were green that is. Even my mom exclaimed "Wahh... why all pink one?" Then she sort of gave that funny face.. Surprisingly! even my cough misture is pink.. the last time i went there, they gave me a brownish, black cough mixture.. So i guess this time would be roughly the same.. But it was pink.. Seriously this cough mixture tastes like the fever mixture i ate last time.. So i guessed this should be a stronger dose than the last time cause i didn't recover from the previous time one and i knock out very fast after eating these medicine... haha.. proves the effectiveness of the medicines! haha!

CHINESE NEW YEAR COUNTDOWN : 32 days!

MC for 2 days!

2007-01-17T15:18:00.000+08:00

YO YO YO

hahaa.. super high yesterday.. And it's so ironic.. cause yesterday, Jess and i were quite high i can say.. both of us keep saying the fever cheer.. the one which goes "i've got a fever, i'm hot i can't be stopped! i've got a fever i'm hot! i can't be stopped! i've got the front ooh! back ah can't be stopped! i've got the front ooh! back ah can't be stopped! i've got the na~nanana na~ can't be stopped! i've got the na~nanana na~ can't be stopped! i've got the nan hua nan hua can't be stopped! i've got the nan hua nan hua can't be stopped!" in three different languages.. which is in english, chinese and hokkien,, haha! then when i reached home or rather.. after physics, i really had fever.. how nice! -.- so, i'm on MC.. for today and tomorrow! haha.. Doctor asked me to stay home and rest.. And my mum surprisingly said that dun go to school for both days.. Normally she would say if i'm well i should go to school.. To not miss lessons.. And i was super high in the night! Funny.. with my fever at 38 plus plus plus, i was super high.. laughing and talking a lot! hahaha! oh wells.. took my medicine just now.. wah seh.. after eating it.. i was super drowsy! lucky not in school eat.. I couldn't even stay up for more than 5 mins just now.. Then slept for 3 hours before it wore off.. HAHAHA.. Had the company of my great peeps! haha.. so they were in school smsing me during lessons.. =x not really a good thing to do but still..

THANK YOU FOR KEEPING ME COMPANY! =)

secondary one orientation day 07

2007-01-15T20:20:00.000+08:00

heyya!

Came home so late today.. Cabbed home home with Sarah.. haha.. Thank you Sarah! So jam! yep.. reached home at around 7.50pm only.. cause mum couldn't fetch and stuff... And Theodore's tee is nice! the one with the golden words! so damn cool! hahas.. yah.. And i couldn't wake up in the morning and blah.. Reached school then saw Jess waiting for mummy! =) hahas.. And Sarah! Arrived around the same time.. Went up together.. Sarah changed her socks to the high one after that.. Then went to 407 together.. haha.. Had chinese, PE and English literature before recess.. Our group[YMCA] won the little quiz.. Haha.. ;) So we got toffles.. Is this how you spell it? looks weird.. ok.. NVM.. Had Physics and Chemistry after Recess.. Learn't moments for Physics and revise the alkanes and alkenes worksheet for Chemistry.. Then after lunch.. we had CEP in the hall.. with the outdoor vendors.. about Social ettiques.. And we wrote about the top ten things we would get turn off about the opposite sex.. yup! Then rushed to Drama.. And so we packed before going for Drama.. Ended around 6 plus.. haha.. i think we would win Gold this year! =) haha.. hope! or will!

So i shall talk about Secondary one orientation camp now.. hmmms.. most memorable thing.. i slept for an hour plus but i was still high that day.. excluding cleaning up time that is.. super cold in the night.. had to borrrow jacket from Yi hui.. cause the jacket i brought, Jess borrowed it. LOL.. And camp fire night was chao fun!! chao high!! wheee!! even funner than having camp fire outside.. cause it was enclosed and our seniors came back!! Like.. Wei Ming, Alfred, Nicholas, Xian Yin and so many more seniors! haha.. then the lights were switched off so we waved our light sticks but pity i didn't buy for 108!! cause too late... =( yah.. i followed Jess's class.. 108! hahaha.. Love their cheer!!! =p "Look at me, i'm a 108 kid!" and i love a cheer taught by the senior.. the one with "_____name, you'r so_____ you look like WOAH! _____name, you'r so _____ you look like WOAH! _____name you'r so ____ you look like WOAH! Hu ga sa ka hu ga sa ka _____name _____name! Hu ga sa ka hu ga sa ka _____name _____name! " hahas.. ok.. so maybe you won't get me.. but still!! this cheer rocks! And Russell!! what happened to the lightstick ball?? haha! i shall not say the word "yours" =x And we got so high!! Jess and i literally went crazy.. until we laughed at everything and Tick meng, Jon, Russell stared at us while we laughed all the way.. it's tt bad.. Or did one of them said i super high or something?But then.. everyone went high! then we formed one long human chain when we were singing the 1st song.. hahaha.. yah.. For the 1st time.. i took a super long bathe during camp.. cause Jess and i waited till no one left in the toilet then took out own time to bathe.. Though the water was super cold.. It was ok.. hahas.. Then this year didn't dance as many times the mass dance.. not like last year.. last year danced till we went home tt time can still feel like shaking from all the dancing like that.. yup.. And 108 won the most innovative umbrella!! woah!! GO 108!! =) and they love playing with water so much.. i came with the balloon full of water and they went " spray me spray me! i want!" lol! Jess enjoyed the part we sprayed them apparently.. HAHAHA! And one guy went like "peace!" after spraying me with water when i wanted to spray him back! -.- how nice.. HAHA! okies.. so i shall stop and go to bathe..

BYE! chinese new year!!

take care everyone! dun fall sick!

2007-01-05T22:32:00.000+08:00

heyya!

sian.. haahas.. Tomorrow's CCA extravaganza and have not finish the video.. sigh.. Mabel's having fever now.. Everyone like falling sick.. Yi Ting too.. Mum too now having flu.. DRINK MORE WATER EVERYONE! =) JIA YOUS! And there Yiting n Jess were laughing at me, the only person with a tomato[my nose] on her face! Evil nu er especially! Sec 1 orientation camp on this coming friday and saturday le.. fast!! yeah! hahas.. But then those not going for orientation camp no neeed to go to school cause it's e-learning day!! hahas.. not gonna be a cooked lobster this year! no way! pain man last year.. haha.. Had meeting with Yu Nian and Tick Meng bout CareForce today lunch n then was wearing jacket the whole day.. Hot n cold.. hahas.. oh wells.. i slept in Mrs Chang's a-math lesson but she didn't call me to wake up or anything.. hahas.. so nice of her! =p Had History lessons today.. in AVA.. and Li lao shi is still our chinese teacher.. sigh.. gtg! sorry for the short posts now a days!

sch reopen!

2007-01-04T21:49:00.000+08:00

Heyya everyone!! =)

School reopen le.. haha.. getting sick soon i think.. mum too.. then sis too.. hahas.. throat like on fire like tt.. haha! sian.. school times passing too fast!! so fast second day also over le.. On sat CCA extravaganza then next friday n sat Orientation Camp already.. Sigh... Seriously Yi Ting!! i dunnoe wad to post. blanking out now.. hahas.. pai seh.. Yu Nian gave a speech on 1st day to e new sec ones.. GREAT WORK!! hhaahas.. CAREFORCE!! =) i'm promoting now.. hahah! SKY GARDEN TOO!! not forgetting DRAMA CLUB too.. haha.. yup.. okies.. gtg le..

*sorry for the short post! =p

flying off!!

2006-12-24T01:52:00.000+08:00

Heys!!

flying off today morning le.. hhaaa.. Haven sleep yet.. -.- confirm cannot wake up in the morning.. haha! & i can't sleep cause i lost something n i can't find it.. o.o how nice! Nvm that.. trying to save new songs in my mp3 too so i can listen on e plane.. still! most IMPORTANTLY!

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! =)
May all your wishes come true and jia yous to everyone who's having Os next year!!! sorry for reminding u this but yah..

went for tuition early in the morning.. Then supposed to reach Jess's house at 2pm one.. But mom was too tired from yesterday's late night sleeping[i slept later than her.. like 1 hour later?haha.. lol!] so i reached Jess's house at only 3 plus.. hhaha.. then went to BBP to shop until 6 plus and went to start the fire for bbq!! haha.. There was only 2 of us and Jess's mom and bro who were mainly bbq-ing.. hahas.. YiTing can't come.. =( had a flu.. GET WELL SOON KAES? yup.. now super tired already.. but still not willing to sleep! hahaaha! And special thanks to someone now.. For crapping with me until so late.. haha! my cream of the crop student!!! haha! yups! then after today most likely not gonna play audi anymore le.. haaha! after so long..

OH! And some recomendations! Must watch movies! Night in the museum[hilarious movie] & Charlotte's Web[touching story about friendship] =)

hmms.. eh.. gtg! night! or morning everyone!!

CHRISTMAS COUNTDOWN : 1 DAY!

hahaha! chris's birthday!!

2006-12-19T17:02:00.000+08:00

hello!! haha..

flyin off to China on christmas eve!! hahaha! But i feel a little lazy in going.. -.- hahaha! Dun ask me why.. cause i seriously have no idea.. oh wells.. i'm waiting for Audition's patcher to load.. So SLLLLLLLOOOOOOWWWW.. Really really slow i can tell u.. hahaha.. yup.. going out with charmy tomorrow and i'm currently crapping with my crappy student.. hahhaha! Russell!! Laughs out loud... Just realised that holidays is ending soon.. And Sarah's interested in Audition!! she's downloading e patch now too.. HAHAHA! but still i dedicate this post to wish someone happy 15th birthday!!

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY CHRIS!!! =)

YUPS.. yups.. it's a special day for ya today! =p

CHRISTMAS COUNTDOWN : 6 DAYS

6A GATHERING

2006-12-16T08:36:00.000+08:00

heeelllooo!

hmms.. so surprised i woke up so early despite me sleeping at 1.30am yesterday... -.- And u wanna noe y? cause my parents were toking.. So i woke up.. Then cannot sleep again.. too awake le.. then later confirm will be walking like a zombie.. hahaha! cause now i'm full of energy! The aftermath is gonna be / see e 2 lines there <<<last week of holidays.. really wanna stay at home and be a good girl but schedule so packed... & my dad's in town! until monday or tuesday! =) hahaha... Had dinner at this teochew restuarant yesterday night with my family if i'm not wrong[about whether it's a teoochew restuarant].. hahas.. And now.. i'm trying to think of wad to write for CareForce invitation letter.. Haha.. no idea wad n how to write.. how nice..

Anyways.. So happy!!! went out with 6A peeps on 14th december! Hmms.. Let's say it was nice meeting everyone up again after so long.. But we spent most of e time planning on where to go next.. HAHAHA! Got 6 girls including me tt is.. Sin Yee, Xue Hui, Jamie, Phui Jie, Yan Yu.. Then the guys.. got alot too.. but some of them have to leave very early.. Pak Heen, Russell, Chris, Jerome, Ken [who was super late when he actually planned the meeting at 1.30! haha.. but, nvm.. lol], Lucien [his hair is nice.. hahas..], Jeremy, Jing Rong and Ryan who joined us for a while only.. yups.. Sorry. if i miss out anyone.. having a bit of malfunction in the head now.. haha! yup.. Then e starting super funny lor! cause e guys were at Taka.. The girls at wisma.. then supposed to meet e girls at 1st before we walk over to Taka to meet the guys.. then end up when i reached, i met e guys instead cause e girls at Taka already and e guys were at wisma to meet us.. cause i told russell tt we were meeting there.. haha! yup.. so i was with e 3 guys[Pak Heen, Russell &Lucien] then went to find jerome outside wisma.. Then we walked over to Taka.. haha.. Met up with the girls[sin yee,xue hui, phui jie & jamie] outisde LV shop.. Waited for Chris and Jing Rong to arrive and took so long to decide where to eat.. Then we ate at sushi tei which i shall not elaborate on cause i'm too lazy to.. And Yanyu joined us for lunch too.. Then we walked to Cineleisure to the cyber there.. And then in the lift apparently something happened and Ken fell.. Then stupid Russell had to say something! smacked him on the arm and then he was like "what?!" innocently.. lol! Got a room for an hour at 1st but we extended it.. The girls[basically sin yee, jamie, xue hui, phui jie n i] were like watching "The Wig" using e X-box and yan yu and e guys were playing couter strike.. hahaha! And then to say something funny.. i was at 1st frightened not by wad was happening in the movie by after they scream! hahaha.. gave me a jump at 1st.. then sin yee so funny.. she grabbed my arm.. And jamie, xue hui n phui jie also so gao xiao! i think got one part we all thought something gonna happen but nth much.. Then xue hui[i think] asked what happened, then jamie said dunnoe cause she used the bag to block! hahah.. so cute.. but got one part with e girl shown very disgusting and not mentioning poor thing.. got poles poking through her neck.. then she lost her voice.. Our time ended.. But the movie haven finish.. though it was very near the end. i think just a few mins.. well.. at least we managed to see wad happened to the wig.. But the ending still a bit saddening.. The sister killed her other sister by accident.. After which some guys[Lucien, Jerome, Ryan, Russell & ken who had to go for his fencing lessons i think] went home le.. So fast.. We went to coffeebean to sit and chat.. Yanyu and jing rong was like so funny! The whole table of us were laughing none stop.. Then had a slight stomach ache from laughing.. Well.. They were talking until our carrot cake also fell down too.. haha! And they stopped after quite long.. Then it was quite quiet.. FOR A WHILE.. But it was nice and not mentioning fun with them talking or maybe debating u can say! Then e remaining few of us just went shopping? haha.. walked around.. Then my dad was having dinner outside so i took his car back home at around nine.. And then they went for dinner.. hahaha.. oh wells.. yup.. basically, i think tt was all for tt day.. kinda miss the amusing memories os primary school days.. We were laughing over them while having lunch.. So nice to think of them again.. hahas..

Sighs.. stopping Audition already.. Soon! once i reach lvl 10 i think.. i hope.. hmms.. didn't realised i have typed so much.. haha.. okies.. shall stop crapping.. Byes! =)

CHRISTMAS COUNTDOWN : 9 DAYS

hmmmms... wad a day!

2006-12-09T19:26:00.000+08:00

heys!

so long never post le.. hahaa.. got cordweb and layers of dust le.. Lol! played Audition today.. then discovered that i haven played Tick Meng's game at all.. Omg.. so many games to play.. But gotta start studying le.. apparently i said i would stop when my audition levels up to lvl 10.. but so Ke xi.. train until so hard.. :( Hahaha.. oh! cut my hair le.. hahaha.. Yiting too.. She almost killed me when i said i might think twice about cutting my hair after she has cut hers.. hahaha!!!

Just realised that my December's schedule is so packed.. hahaha.. Had a dream about someone.. That person apparently died in my dream.. Then, i was so shocked.. Sighs.. anyway.. Tick Meng is having hopes in CareForce again!! so happy!! Yup.. Then met up with Ms lim to discuss about CareForce and stuff..Hmmms.. Gtg le.. hahas... sorry for the short post!=)

CHRISTMAS COUNTDOWN : 16 DAYS

thinking day~

2006-11-29T13:37:00.000+08:00

heys!

going for cultural potpurri later in the night.. sighs.. thinking quite a bit today.. supposed to be studying now.. hahaha.. suddenly i can feel the so realistic part that i'm growing out of being a child.. or maybe it happened 3 years back but.. suddenly or rather recently then did i really miss my childhood.. miss the time where i used to quarrel with my brother in the car on our way to malaysia, penang n genting.. missing the times i used to pestered my dad to buy me barbie dolls and then happily getting scolded from my mum after my dad n i sneakily took it to the counter to pay for it while my mom was looking somewhere else.. Miss the times my grandmother and grandfather stayed over at my house for chinese new year after which i would excitedly go down and wish everyone happy new year.. Then off we will go to my maternal grandma's house to see my relatives and play with my cousins in my new little dress.. sighs.. i really want to work hard sometimes.. but.. seems like always end up dun know doing wad.. Haha.. sometimes, i think it's scaring me how fast time passes.. Have you ever thought that u knew that person well but actually u dun know the person at all? hahaha.. so ironic.. n contradicting.. oh wells.. i shall go off now.. dun think too much.. it can be very frightening sometimes..

CHRISTMAS COUNTDOWN : 27 DAYS